being awake, being asleep, trying to find some reason to continue existing, mint chocolate chip ice cream, air, rpgs, painting my fingernails sparkly pretty blue, poo flinging monkeys
someone to talk with, to spend time with, to dance insanely with
diatribe, placebo, mopey music, happy music, ambient soundscapes, opera, jazz, glass breaking, radio static, highway traffic at 3am on tuesday mornings
lawrence of arabia
newsradio
whatever ends up being read
helen of troy, the inventor of cheese, people not named george bush