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About Me


About me:
All because of you.
I am who I am today.
I put more make up on because I’m not pretty enough.
I smile like nothing is going wrong.
And I love like I have never been loved before.
I am the kind of girl that will take every word you say
and read into it for a deeper meaning.
The one who will one day be the death of you.
Everything makes sense in my head.
How the world should be…
But I am physically incapable of speaking it.
If I say I’ve never lied, that makes me a liar.
And a liar is something I don’t want to be.
People lie to me too often.
They manipulate me until I do what I’m told.
Conformity is unity. And unity is something I do not want.
Every second of my life is on camera.
There’s a reason I always try to look my best.
I want to give up, but I can’t.
I need to be saved from myself.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Scotty Vanity.

My Blog

CJ is the best.

So pretty much, I love CJ.I'd been waiting for the past 3 weeks to makeout with him. I've wanted to, but i've been way too afraid. Tonight, we finally did.it.was.AMAZING.I'd kill to be with him right ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 21:47:00 GMT

CJ

There are no words I could possibly use to describe how much I love him.He's pretty much amazing. I couldn't ask for anything more.I always thought that there would be no guy that would understand me ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 19:09:00 GMT

Some Please.

Explain to me why I have to deal with shit from someone I don't even know. Someone.... please?
Posted by on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:00:00 GMT

And Now... I get to Feel Guilty... Fun

Tell me... what are you supposed to do when a close friend of yours, tells you something about another close friend's girlfriend, that the other person should know?Tell them... Right??Well.. this happ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 10:12:00 GMT

This Can't Be HAPPENING!

Ok. Someone tell me why nothing is going right in my life right now. One of my friends, who is also the guy i like, is moving away, one of my close friends (hxc sex buddy, sexy scene kid who comes ove...
Posted by on Tue, 30 May 2006 19:48:00 GMT

Him. Yes. Him.

Ok. I'm officially over it. He DOESNT like me. I need to get over myself. I'm full of it. I'll never get him. Why try?     Becca
Posted by on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 20:35:00 GMT

Valentines Day

xMaYbE iF i xf o r g e tx hiMx xi*LL sTop tRyiNG to xi m p r e s sx hiMx I hope to god thats how it works, but from what I know, its not going to. I know that he knows that I like him, but honestly, t...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:08:00 GMT

Ugh

"Feel like the whole world is against you? Maybe they are!" Yeah? I bet they are Pierre. All my friends are hanging out today. One of my friends friends who i've never met starts talking to me right? ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 14:54:00 GMT

Ugh I had such a crappy day

"I feel like I'm living the worst day over and over again." Yeah? Well I bet I am Pierre. You so cannot top my day today. I've got eyeliner and mascara running down my face. Lemme tell you Todays Chor...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:51:00 GMT

School=RETARDED

Ok, my school is officially retarded. Let me tell you why. We have these things called Monday Folders and they have info about school and everything right? Well, in the safety letter, they put somethi...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 06:55:00 GMT