[dying to live]

may flowers bloom only to wither away

Why is it that one persons words can linger in your head for days on end, while you cant even hear the person standing next to you?I miss you.its only been ten days maybe its just me. who knows...Once...
Posted by on Sat, 30 May 2009 23:53:00 GMT

Spring will come soon

I've found what I want. But its out of reach. If at first you don't succeed try again is what I was taught. Yet trying so hard has never left me so empty handed. Defeat. It leaves me cold and unwilli...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 21:52:00 GMT

this is going no where

this is ridiculous. I don't want to get sucked back into the shit that I used to live everyday. I don't want to live with out any purpose again. I don't want to fall again it took me forever ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 22:43:00 GMT

exercise 1

step one: admit you have a problem. I feel very distant today.   step two: acceptance. I don' t want to talk about life love music work anything step three: take action. i think i'll sit h...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:04:00 GMT

in the blink of an eye

today I looked back on my life and realized how much my life has changed. some for the better and some for the worse. yet everyday that passes by I still thank god for the life he gave me. I don't kno...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:47:00 GMT

yet the silence hurts

empty. thats is a great word. no, no. hallowed. just like a big tree. a tree so sick. about to just give up on life. jealousy. jealous of the life around me. disabiguation. Melancholy.   and a...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 23:47:00 GMT

the sun still shines

he says :its easyjust do your own shit that makes you happytake pride in what you dodont be downits not that badyou are adjusting to this new lifestyleits hard i know you just have to keep going forwa...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 19:48:00 GMT

the sharp hint of new tears

On the way home, this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. This weather. The wind outside is biting. It has left me feeling tired & exposed. You've been asking me to ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 13:35:00 GMT

Options.

I think its time to start over.start freshwith a new slate: ]
Posted by on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 20:07:00 GMT