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About Me

I wish someone would have told me...Love hurts more than anything else in this world. Some people wear masks to make you think they are someone else. The only person you can trust at the end of the day is yourself. Sex feels good even if you arn't in love. Animals will love you no matter what. Most of the time the person you want doesn't want you. Second chances are rarely given and third and fourth chances are unheard of. Trust is hard to come by. God isn't real and Jesus was just a person who lived a long time ago. What your grades in elementry, middle and high school were don't mean a thing in the "real world". What college you go to only matters to people who care what others think. Money makes the world go 'round. Your heart will be broken more times than you would like. The one person that you thought would never let you down, probably will more than once. And... the only thing that matters in the end is all the people who were there when you gave up: on life, on them, and on yourself.just breathe
Modeling is my passion. I have lived in New York, Seattle, and New Jersey. I will end up in New York, it is where my heart lies. Africa is a place that the world has forgotten, but I am determined to turn that around. I always said I would never let myself be held back, but every time I turn around I am letting someone or something get in my way. I hate love but I am more obsessed with it than anyone I know. I love to smoke cigarettes and I love to drink wine. If I could fly I would never walk. I want to write... about anything and everything. I love animals more than human beings. I am a vegetarian in the process of going vegan to save the animals one step at a time. I hate working out and I hate food. I am obsessed with peace but the only word I know is hate. I am too sensitive and too emotional. I am not normal and don't believe in the "norm". I have been called crazy more than 100 times; therefore I must be. People who know me like me and people who have known me don't like me. I am just a girl trying to live my life and I am out to prove everyone wrong. I am complicated, but I am easy to figure out. Nothing that I do is simple but I enjoy simplicity. I just want to live my life the way that I want to live it and I don't want anyone to judge me along the way. ***FOREVER LOVE***

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who is genuine. Someone who won't let me down. Someone who is tired of what they know and yearns to learn the things they dont. Someone who won't hurt me because they fear the unknowing. Someone who is in love with love and needs love like they need oxygen. Someone who wishes on stars and appreciates simplicity. Someone who has dreams and wants to create more. Someone who is willing to give me a second chance when I mess everything up. Someone who doesn't lie... but most of of all someone who smiles too much and laughs too often. His name is Jeremy Meltingtallow and he is the love of my life.NEVER
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My Blog

The Resolution

If light could shine I would dance. I would dance as if nobody was watching. I would dance as if my body was no longer attached to this earth and my feet could only feel rhythm. I would forget about t...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 11:25:00 GMT

i'm a sad girl with a broken brain

I ALWAYS said that I would be the one to change the world. The one person who changes the way people live, changes the way people think, changes the way people ignore the pain that is all around us. I...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 18:33:00 GMT

Know what you eat


Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 19:31:00 GMT

it wont be like this for long

She tries her hardest to be the person everyone wants her to be... But something holds her back... Yet nothing inside her can figure out what that may be. Her anger controls her and hate shadows her, ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 19:05:00 GMT

and yet here i sit.

writers block for 6 months SUCKS!
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 19:54:00 GMT

MISUNDERSTOOD

She isnt able to be herself. People dont understand her and when she speaks the words that pour from her lips have little meaning to the rest of the world. She's always needed more than others and she...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 20:52:00 GMT

best movie quotes

"and for me, what i want more then anything in the world, is for it to be ok with you, for me to feel something again, even if it's pain." -Garden State   "Start a new fashion, wear your heart o...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 22:39:00 GMT

hello - it’s me again

I wish I wasnt so fragile. I wish that I was easier to handle. It seems as if though people will say whatever it takes to get what they need. I recently learned that you cant depend on anyone but your...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 01:47:00 GMT

bowl of oranges

Today is a day where being anyone but who I am feels comforting. I wish that my voice could be carried on wind and heard around the world, even in translation, and everyone would gather to listen to t...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 19:08:00 GMT

the best of me

I wake up from this dream that I live in. These feelings that consume me are nothing more than a state of mind. The taste of ink poisens my tastebuds, the flames burn me from the inside...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 15:17:00 GMT