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Jessica Goode

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I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

only you can make you happy,

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My Blog

Coexist

"The more I learn about Islam, the more I dislike the religion. So when I ran into the "Coexist" symbol at the University of Minnesota for the first time, I was dismayed. The most popular buzzwords ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 01:12:00 GMT

Look at yourself.

Let's look in the mirror. Really look at your face. Look at your eyes, your mouth.This is what you think you know best.Your skin comes in three basic layers. What you can touch is the stratum corneum,...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:46:00 GMT

Blurred

Eyes blank and wet,lifeless and drearyflashes of what was once present,now become a thing of the past.Memories created,only to be left in the soulof the one who continues to replay them,in hope of a r...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 03:20:00 GMT

Fragmented

It was never said just to be saidNever done just to be doneNever felt just to be feltI have never loved just to loveNever been broken just to breakI have ached just to feelPushing out any numbness tha...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 10:09:00 GMT

Dreamless Slumber

The days are passing faster than ever before and the nights are getting colder. My thoughts are running through my head even faster, only to keep up with the days, or so it seems. Reality is becoming ...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:34:00 GMT

The Photo

Don't think too fast. Don't jump too quick. And don't let go, before you're ready. Look deeper, everything means more. Like a depth of holocaust, a depression that kills. Where movies are black and gr...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:28:00 GMT

RIP Melanie Lynn Goode

RIP Melanie Lynn Goode07/14/58 - 01/19/06You were my mother, my best friend, my everything. I remember the last time I saw you, you were driving away and you mouthed "I love you." I miss your deliciou...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 20:37:00 GMT

RIP Ryan Kurt Troyer

RIP Ryan Kurt "Spange" Troyer06/23/88 - 04/06/08I'll never forget how we met. I was standing on the porch of the Boardwalk and you threw a fucking dime at my face, right smack on my cheek, which reall...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 20:17:00 GMT