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About Me

65 odd facts about me!
1. My name's Ashleh.
2. I'll be 20 in September.
3. Im finishing up school in success at Stony Point High School.
4. I live in Round Rock.
5. I'm hxc gay!
6. I'm crazy as hell.
7. I have a language all my own. Sometimes people don't understand what I'm saying.
8. My room is the living room. Lol.
9. I've smoked cigarettes since I was nine.
10. I love my friends hxc!
11. I'm really paranoid.
12. When everyone's sleep and all the lights are off, and I have to get up, I press myself against the walls cuz I'm scared something's gonna pop up behind me.
13. I'm scared of bugs, dolls, darkness, closests, change, losing people important to me, elevators, heights, flying, falling, going insane, what happens after death, being hurt again, and zombies. I really don't like zombies.
14. I'm a great listener. I always listen to people's problems and dont' mind it one bit. I like to give advice. And you probably won't always like my advice, but I will not lie to you.
15. I'm nostalgic alot.
16. I've been told I'm good in bed. Lol. :D
17. I love to read, alot!
18. I write stories and poetry sometimes.
19. I draw, but I'm not that good at it.
20. I love animals! I have about a million favorite animals.
21. I have claim over eight animals. Five dogs: Prozac, Scooter, Tibby, Mandy, and Sparky(RIP). Three cats: Isis(Only one that is actually mine), Shadow, and Misty.
22. I'm addicted to Myspace.
23. I love music. And I love to sing, even though I suck at it.
24. I have mood swings alot.
25. I get mad really easily these days.
26. The first thing I do in the morning when I wake up is sneeze twenty times. lol.
27. I dwell in the past alot.
28. When I become friends with you and I let you know you can trust me. I'll never do anything to compromise that trust.
29. I miss the way life used to be.
30. I don't like school.
31. People tell me I'm smart, I don't agree.
32. People tell me I'm pretty, I don't agree.
33. People tell me I'm skinny, I don't agree.
34. I have low-self esteem.
35. If I'm stressed out or depressed, I stop eating. Not becuz I force myself to but just cuz I'm not hungry when I'm like that.
36. I hate to be pushed, physically, emotional, or mentally. If you push me too hard, I'll give up.
37. School stresses me out alot.
38. I scream like a femme when bugs get to close to me.
39. I'm terrified of roller coasters. I will scream like I'm being murdered and people will hear me from miles away if I get on one.
40. I cuss like a sailor.
41. I still can't decide what I wanna do for college.
42. I like weird things like cryptozoology. :D
43. I read about witchcraft but don't practice it anymore.
44. I'm Christian.
45. I like anything that has to do with vampires, werewolves, shape-shifters, witches, and pretty much anything along those lines.
46. I'm a nerd.
47. I love to play video games. Like, Kingdom Hearts, Sims, Final Fantasy, Spyro, BloodRayne, Zelda, Oblivion, Fallout 3, Harvest Moon, Guitar Hero II(on a PS2 controller, I don't do that guitar shit), Fable II, Earthbound, and Unreal Tournament.
48. I like anime.
49. I don't like it when my food touches. It bugs me. Alot.
50. If I stay up too late, I start to clean and organize things.
51. I hate sluts, liars, and fakes. Simple. If you're one of those three, we aren't friends anymore. End of story.
52. I only go to school for 4 hours a day. Ha!
53. I love love love The L Word!!
54. One of my most favorite bands is A Day To Remember. They are fucking awesome as hell!
55. I usually always end up hurting myself. I'm a klutz.
56. No matter what my hair color is, I will always be blonde on the inside. Hahaha.
57. I love to drink. But I know when to stop. And I'm not an alcholic. I usually drink alot when I'm pissed. Drinking relaxed me and stops me from hitting someone or saying things I shouldn't say.
58. I bark at dogs.
59. I can sound exactly like a goat. I can also get them to answer back to me. Lmao.
60. I chase birds occasionally. :)
61. I have this thing where I have to touch everything. So, if I'm in a unfamiliar car, my first instinct is to touch every button in the car. I can't leave anything alone, especially if its a button I can press. Lol.
62. I don't like to lie. I will occasionally to protect myself, but usually if I have an opinion, I won't hold it back. If I hate you, I will tell you. If I think you're a slut, I'll tell you. Get over it.
63. It angers me when people try to change for the best but take it too far. Examples: You don't want to hurt someone so you lie about everything. You want to be skinny so you never eat or become anorexic. You don't want to start drama so you don't stick up for what you believe in. Find a fucking balance people!
64. I think Lil Wayne is awesome as fuck. :)
65. I love Twilight. The movie, the book, and the soundtrack.
66. I've had my hair: blonde, black, brown, red, orange-ish, blue, and now purple. All I'm missing is green.
So, that's pretty much me. Take it or leave it. Either ya love me or hate me, it's as simple as that.
Quotes
"You got it, you got it. Some kind of magic. Hypnotic, hypnotic. You're leaving me breathless. I hate this, I hate this"
~Paramore "I Caught Myself"
"You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me. You know I'm gonna find the the time to catch your hand and make you stay"
~Safetysuit "Find A Way"
Ed: You've got a good strong pair of legs, Rose. You should get up and use them
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Body of the Sanctioned)
Al: Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is Alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth.
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Intro)
Envy: Death is the high cost of living.
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Created Human)
Mustang: ...It's...It's going to rain today...
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Hughes' Funeral)
Elysia: Stop them, mommy! Daddy has to do his work, he told me! Why are they burying Daddy, Mommy? Why? ...Daddy, wake up!
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Hughes' Funeral)
Mustang: That's a stupid question, Havoc. I say it because it's true. And when I'm Furher, there'll be changes...That day, all female officers will be required to wear: TINY MINISKIRTS!!
~Fullmetal Alchemist (Fullmetal vs. Flame)

My Blog

Whore. :)

So this weekend was fun. :) I spent all week with mah momma in Port Arthur and just got back to Round Rock on Saturday night. Partied with Cait last night with some strawberry. Yummy. :P Partied tonig...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 03:46:00 GMT

Normal.

I guess, I'm just goig through the motions tonight, but there is someone that I really miss talking to. Someone that used to be my closest friend. If you are reading this, I miss you. I wish you would...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 23:36:00 GMT

Sigh.

Im not sure what's wrong but Ive been having trouble feeling like I can trust people lately. No body has really given me a reason to trust them. Ive always gone out of my way or stopped what I was...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 20:19:00 GMT

Current.

Once again, I can't sleep. I really don't know why I'm up cuz I've been tired since like midnight but I stayed up all night and read an entire book. I know, I'm a nerd. Anywayyys, I guess I should ann...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 06:00:00 GMT

Hahahaha.

I just totally realized something. Omg.I just realized that someone I know is so gonna grow up to be just like Jenny from the L Word. If you don't what I'm talking about, that's fine. But for those wh...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:17:00 GMT

Sudden.

Finally, the clouds have lifted and the fucking fog is gone. Omg! Don't get my wrong, I love dark weather, but not all week. That shit was getting depressing. Lol. And fucking finally, it's gone. :) S...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 08:53:00 GMT

Enough. I’m done.

I have official decided to quit smoking. Don't get me wrong, a part of me loves smoking cigarettes. And that is so terrible, but I can't do it anymore. Sometimes when I have a cigarette, I have diffic...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 11:39:00 GMT

Eh.

So, this last few weeks have been chaotic. Steven moved back to Florida. :/ Brittany moved back from Houston. Had tons of parties. My mom got a job so I can only go to school from 6 to 9 now. The apa...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 17:27:00 GMT

Hmmm.

Dyed my hair again. It's like golden on the top and extremely pink underneath. :) It's nice. I also start school Monday. 5 to 9, fool. Friday night sucked. Crowds make me grumpy. And I hate it when th...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 01:11:00 GMT

Yay!

I'm finally back in Round Rock. I've only told a few people, but everyone will see me tomorrow cuz I'll be re-enrolling tomorrow. I've had tons of fun all weekend. I wouldn't trade the memories from t...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:44:00 GMT