i am a virtual bank of potential blackmail material! i'm a spiritual seeker confused by the hate in the world - ive recently become fascinated by the teachings of the kabbalah, deepak Chopra, and a great book, the power of now. I think religion is just ancient CNN, a tool of mass manipulation and control, distorted by power hungry humans who are afraid of one another and dont understand that we are all a part of one entity. Religions seem mostly to divide and rarely to unite. a human account of events can't be trusted necessarily and certainly not absolutely as something divine. i do think there is beauty and truth in the teachings of many religions, but only by reading between the lines and developing your own truth do I think one is able to get something or somewhere by studying them. I'm a hopeless romantic and will be searching for the one until I find her. I want better people to have children and not have them unless they have the time to devote. Im spontaneous even though Im attracted to structure and discipline. I love to talk, discuss and learn. I want to be a part of something better and stay away from the ugliness I see all around me.
