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Vioently Happy

We'll c what you're made of by what you make of me

About Me

The windows of my soul are made up of one way glass. Don't bother looking into my eyes. If there's something you want to know, just ask...

My Interests



I like seing the world and venturing out to new places. I'm also into poetry, photography, art and anything that has to do with diferent cultures. I belive in being a well rounded individual and having an open mind. Hopefully I'm not the only one!
Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. What Pattern Is Your Brain?



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Jesus came down here Just to die for our sins I need him to come back here And die for me again Cause i can not forgive myself For what it is i've done Avoiding your memory Like a vampire does the sun All i want is your love Shed the light on me Shed the light on me There are things we can not know Invisible hands that guide the show From up above Sometimes you are forced to go Far away and shut the door On the one you love I don't know now where you are Your phototgraph sits like a scar Against my wall Such a pretty face Sunshine in your eyes Taken on that day All we had was love Shed the light on me Shed the light on me

I'd like to meet:

I want sombody who sees the pointlessness and still keeps their purpose in mind. I want somebody who has a tortured soul some of the time. I want sombody who will either put out for me or put me out of my misery or maybe just put it all to words and make me go you know, I never heard it put that way. Make me go what did you just say? I want someboby who could hold my interest. Hold it and never let it fall. Somebody who can flatten me with a kiss that hits like fist or a sentence that stops me like a brick wall. If you hear me talking, listen to what I'm not saying. If you hear me playing guitar, listen to what I'm not playing and don't ask me to put words to all the spaces between notes, don't ask me to put words to all the silences I wrote. In fact, if you have to ask, forget it. Do and you'll regret it. I am tired of being the interesting one. I'm tired of having fun for two. Just lay yourself on the line. I just might lay myself down by you, but don't sit behind your eyes and wait for my to surprise you. I want somebody who can make me scream until it's funny, give me a run for my money. Tell me for the woman who has everything, what have you got? I want somebody who's not afraid of me or anyone else. In other words I want someone who is not afraid of themselves. DO YOU THINK I AM ASKING TOO MUCH?

You Are Ani Difranco!
Honest, real, and well liked.
You're not limited by any boundaries.
"And you can call me crazy
But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

Music:

Ani Difranco, Melissa Ferrick, Portishead, Poe, PJ Harvey, Ladytron, Pearl Jam, Led Zepplin, Pink Floyd, Rush, Stones, Johnny Lang, Stevie Nicks, Neil Young, Stained, Live, Maddona, STP, Alice and Chains, Reba, Garth, Kenny Chensney, Fiona Apple, Tracy Chapman, Tori Amos and some other unknowns like Shitting Glitter and so on.

Movies:

Gia and everything else with Angelina Jolie, Braveheart, American History X, Pillow talk, Better Than Chocolate, Bound, If These Walls Could Talk II, RENT and some classics like Holiday Inn and Love Story.
You Are 40% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

Television:

Court t.v., Law and Order SVU, Frashier, Sienfield, Simpsons, and any HBO Undercover. Oh yeah...The L Word and Queer as Folk. How can I forget those!

Books:



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Heroes:

My mom and my close friends. They are the reason that I'm not in a nut ward. I love you all very much.

My Blog

Eden

Did you ever think of me, as your best friend Did I ever think of you, I'm not complaining I never tried to feel I never tried to feel This vibration I never tried to reach I never tried to reach Your...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 02:13:00 PST

A poem that should be read

I keep hearing people say "Oh well. What am I supposed to do about it?"  After awhile I just think of how people can actually come together to make a difference in this world.  I hope you ca...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 06:26:00 PST

Nookies ~ The Cafe ~

the wind is ruthless the tress shake angry fingers at the sky the people hunch their shoulders hold their collars over their ears and run by it's a cold rain it's a hard rain like the kind you find in...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:01:00 PST

Untouchable Face

think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you I could make yoe happy, y' know if you weren't already i could do alot of things and i do &n...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 09:21:00 PST

Cloud Blood

I've been wondering what you meant when you asked do you have a light? I've been wondering where you went when you left that party that night cloud blood smudge smeared on the sky it's dawn's roadkill...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:59:00 PST

Soft Shoulder

two people pulled over on the same nightto look up at the same starsthey both found their wheels spinningin a soft shoulderwhen they both got back into their carand they missed fate'a appointed rendez...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:48:00 PST

SO WHAT

Who's gonna give a shit Who's gonna take the call When you find that the road ahead Is painted on a wall And you're turned up to top volume And you're just sitting there in pause With your feral litt...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 09:38:00 PST

Long Time Comming

The windows of my soul Are made of oneway glass Don'y bother looking into my eyes If there's something you want to know Just ask I got a dead bolt struggler Angle is clear I won't wait for you to wond...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 09:08:00 PST

It just has to be this way

The sound of your voice, the touch of your skin If we go there it will start all over again So don't even call, there's no need for checking in If it's really over, let it just be over No, we won't be...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 12:37:00 PST

Crazy Baby

And your hands are really shaken' something awful As you light your twenty-seventh cigarette How long have you been sitting in the darknes You forget   You know you're getting really hard to be w...
Posted by ILLUMINATED on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 01:04:00 PST