The Hand That Feeds
I'm screwed up.
& I know this.
I want to change.
But it's hard...
especially when you don't know where to start.
I'm trying though...
Trying to keep the part of me everyone likes,
while fixing the bolts and loose edges that leak out
the worse parts of me.
Some of you have seen them...
& to some of you I'm sorry you had to see me like that.
But part of me changing, means I'll have to be like that
'cause sadly, that's who I really am.
a crying selfish mess.
This space goes out to all and every single one of my friends I've met and who've made an impact in my life. Before I met a whole shitload of you, I was on the brink of becoming just another stupid teenager bound to drop-out of highschool.. But after meeting you all, my perspective has changed drastically. Yeah, this even goes out to my friends outside of California [you know who you are.]
You guys are my strength and my support, my second family.
I want you all to know that even when I may or may not be around for the next years to come, I'll always be here. You can catch me easily, and I'll always save some time to be with you.
Christmas List!
BLADES!
Samurai Champloo Backpack!
Snoopy shirts!
Labbit!
Awesome clothes you think I'll like.
Trucker hats [any color! so far i only have hotpink.]
Cactuar hat!
Gloomy bear! [anything associated w/]
Cellphone charms♥
Cute colorful kandi necklaces!
Anything awesome ;>]