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n•icki[☆] {URCHIN}

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this myspace shit ain't enough?
wigga its nicki
btw;; i'd like it if you could spell my name: nicki. much obliged.
my future boyfriend lmao.
Nicki, Nicki, Nicki. I have such good memories with you. We've been through a lot. You, me, & Tilo. You ane Tilo always fighting and then picking on me cause I'm the youngest! 7th grade, we all met in the game room at TRP. Air hockey! haha. 8th we got to know eachother more and we became soo close. Ms. Nealon's class! Hahah. I hella remember the day I became Ron! haha. You and Tilo were sitting behind me fight "FRED!" "GEORGE!" "FRED!" "GEORGE!" Thats all I heard and I screamed "RON!" to get you guys to stop. hahah. You both looked at me. pointed at me then yelled "RON!" and we all started laughing haha. It hella suck that we went to different high schools.. =/ but at least you and I still keep in touch! I love you mucho! and through all my stupid shit I've done to get myself in trouble, you never were mad. You always try your best to make sure that Im happy and safe. And I thank you so much. You care for me more than most people. And you're not around that much. I know that I can trust you with anything cause you know how people are. You know hella people talk. But you're not like them cause you know better than all those bitches that like to talk about other peoples lives to try and make themselves look better and more trustworthy when they aren't. You do keep it real. And all those people that cant accept the playful crazyass Nicki. You dont need them. You got a lot of other people that appreciate who you are.
thanks samii♥ love you always bro.

My Interests

The Hand That Feeds

I'm screwed up. & I know this. I want to change. But it's hard... especially when you don't know where to start. I'm trying though... Trying to keep the part of me everyone likes, while fixing the bolts and loose edges that leak out the worse parts of me.
Some of you have seen them... & to some of you I'm sorry you had to see me like that. But part of me changing, means I'll have to be like that 'cause sadly, that's who I really am. a crying selfish mess.

This space goes out to all and every single one of my friends I've met and who've made an impact in my life. Before I met a whole shitload of you, I was on the brink of becoming just another stupid teenager bound to drop-out of highschool.. But after meeting you all, my perspective has changed drastically. Yeah, this even goes out to my friends outside of California [you know who you are.] You guys are my strength and my support, my second family.

I want you all to know that even when I may or may not be around for the next years to come, I'll always be here. You can catch me easily, and I'll always save some time to be with you.
Christmas List!
BLADES!
Samurai Champloo Backpack!
Snoopy shirts!
Labbit!
Awesome clothes you think I'll like.
Trucker hats [any color! so far i only have hotpink.]
Cactuar hat!
Gloomy bear! [anything associated w/]
Cellphone charms♥
Cute colorful kandi necklaces!
Anything awesome ;>]

My Blog

Say something true. [everyone please read]

Friends I just met. Friends I've always had. Friends that may not know me well enough...I need you all to clarify something for me please...& I want to know either through here [blog comment/msg/IM et...
Posted by n"icki[] {URCHIN} on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:25:00 PST

Not So Bad.

The remaining piece of my soul?it's a lie, a false image.The idea that "someone" existsWho will complete the imperfect "me"Is a mere illusion created by dreamers.Life is about walking strictly alone.I...
Posted by n"icki[] {URCHIN} on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:37:00 PST

nothing new.

just filling space. I don't even know what the most important things in my life are.Everything is just... there.I don't really have any big hobbies.& singing is just something I hope to do.Everythin...
Posted by n"icki[] {URCHIN} on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:04:00 PST

Junior Year.

if you get offended by this [or you have just a whatever reaction], then yes it was directed towards you.if you don't get offended by this, then of course it wasn't meant for you.Slowly.I'm starting t...
Posted by n"icki[] {URCHIN} on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:57:00 PST

lyrics.

It's okayTake me anytime you wantLife's well too short to be lived in captivityRunning on, showing me what it's like to be aloneI think I might understandIf I go crazySomething so familiarPress your f...
Posted by n"icki[] {URCHIN} on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST