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Found Wanting

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About Me



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Where there is love there is life.

They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference. --bill hicks

We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution. --bill hicks

IF YOU'D LIKE TO CONTACT ME:
[email protected] - msn
[email protected] - yahoo
constntlyconsume -aim

i like this.

I'm always so tired.

Here is me drunk at Duncan's I believe.

My Interests



Black Martini

Ingredients
4 1/2 oz Vodka (Absolut)
2 oz Chambord raspberry liqueur
1 oz Blue Curacao
Ice

Mixing Instruction:
Combine in shaker. Shake vigorously. Strain into cocktail glass.

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I'd like to meet:


The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical
substances if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

YOU are around the corner from everything real.
YOU are the first of your kind.
I want nothing that YOU are not.

the people
Charles Bukowski

all people start to
come apart finally
and there it is:
just empty ashtrays in a room
or wisps of hair on a comb
in the dissolving moonlight.

it is all ash
and dry leaves
and grieft gone
like an ocean liner.

when the shoes fill with blood
you know
that shoes are dead.

true revolution
come from true revulsion;
when things get bad enough
the kitten will kill the lion.

the statues in the church of my childhood
and the candles that burn at their feet
if I could only take these
and open their eyes
and feel their legs
and hear their clay mouths
say the true
clay
words.
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...and this picture is WAY awesome!

Some of my Favorite Poems

Horse on a Fence
George Evans
b. 1948

We might have died by now
could be among the dead
where the numbers are greater

but for courage course
or luck,

meeting like roads
only to divide like roads,
or regenerate,

wild,
performing the act
out loud, in the open

forgetting what
made us want to kill
made us kill

believing ourselves invisible

though passion makes us
visible
even
strangely out of place
the way the present always is,
our hold on it four hooves of a horse
stopped mid-flight in a leap

standing now on a fence
between two worlds

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All in Due Time
J. V. Cunningham

All in due time: love will emerge from hate,
And the due deference of truth from lies.
If not quite all things come to those who wait
They will not need them: in due time one dies.

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The Bathtub
Ezra Pound

A a bathtub lined with white porcelain,
When the hot water gives out or goes tepid,
So is the slow cooling of our chivalrous passion,
O my much praised but-not-altogether-satisfactory lady.

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The ISM
Wanda Coleman
b. 1946

tired i count the ways in which it determines my life
permeates everything. it's in the air
lives next door to me in stares of neighbors
meets me each day in the office. its music come out the radio
drives beside me in my car. strolls along with me
down supermarket aisles
it's on television

and in the streets even when my walk is causal/undefined
it's overhead flashing lights
i find it in my mouth
when i would speak of other things

i like fire.

i love TOOL.

Where love rules, there is no will to power,
and where power predominates, love is lacking.
The one is the shadow of the other.


Carl Jung, "On the Psychology of the Unconciousness", 1917
Swiss psychologist (1875 - 1961)
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Your brain and its ablility to be washed.
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If You Love Somebody, Set Them on Fire.
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The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.
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I don't know, but I like it.

Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. Carl G. Jung

No words can describe her.

When I PANIC.

Though dreams can be deceiving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy and reality lie too far apart

I love Gertrude.

Music:

Sometimes silence is like a sympony.
The Chemical Brothers
Creedence
The Faint
P-Funk
Mindless Self Indulgence
Muse
Nonpoint
Nothing Face
Prodigy
Queens of the Stone Age
Queen
Screaming Monkey Boner
Snot
Spineshank
Taproot
Yes
Bleed the Sky
The Flaming Lips (who doesnt love confetti)
Dog Fashion Disco
Tub Ring
Pink Floyd
Kenna
Led Zeppelin
Modest Mouse
At the Drive In
The Pixies
American Headcharge
Candiria
Meshuggah
No one can replace my love for TOOL.
SLEEPYTIME GORILLA MUSEUM!!!! (Carla you make me wet.)
Radiohead (saw them in concert and it totally rocked my world).
A Perfect Circle.(oh man....they are pure sex).
The Mars Volta (it almost doesnt get any better than The Mars Volta).
Estradasphere (holy shit they rock!).
Secret Chiefs 3.

Mr. Bungle.
Tabla Beat Science.
Outkast (because they talk about cheese alot).
Inflames.
As I Lay Dying.
Mother Fucking PRIMUS (one of the best concerts I have ever been to, I can die happy).
Tori Amos (of course).
Stone Temple Pilots.

Nine Inch Nails.
System of a Down.
Depeche Mode.
Tears for Fears.
Manson.
Tortoise.
Wumpscut.
Bile.
Fiona Apple.
Rage Against the Machine.

Bjork
Rammstein
Dream Theatre (i wish they'd cut out those vocals).
Alice & Chains(the unplugged album makes me sooooo happy).
Mudvayne(nice time signatures and that man can sing).
KMFDM/MDFMK
D.V.D.A
MIKE PATTON WHY ARE YOU A GOD?

Movies:

Team America
The Big Lebowski.
Arsenic and Old Lace.
Orgasmo!
Donnie Darko.
Requiem for a Dream.
Pi.
The Nightmare Before X-mas.
Napoleon Dynamite.
Alice in Wonderland.
The Wizard of Oz.
Visitor Q.
Brain Candy

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
Good Eats
30 Minute Meals
The Brak Show.
Sealab 2021.
Space Ghost Coast to Coast.
Family Guy.
X-Files.
Forensic Files
COURT TV -after 10pm
South Park.
Anything educational.
IRON CHEF!!!
INVADER ZIM.

Books:

Wicked.
Alice in Wonderland.
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac.
Calvin and Hobbes.
Guns, Germs, and Steel.
The Unbearable Lightness of Being.
Cows, Pigs, Wars, and Witches.
Metabarons.
Stiff

Heroes:


DELORN!
Mother Fucking Carl (cause he is friggin' bad ass!!!)
Dad (from Brak Show)
Quagmire (gigga di gigga di, oh righhht...)
My Mum. (genius woman)

I don't use drugs, my dreams are frightening enough. M. C. Escher

My Blog

oh internet...woe.

i really don't miss having internet. my apartment is void of all things connecting to the outside world.its only bothersome when im supremely bored. oh well.
Posted by Found Wanting on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:09:00 PST

Holy Helen!

It has been quite awhile since I wrote a blog, and since I actually have some down time for the internet(bored) I thought I'd write one. Not playing much Warcrack lately(my ass has been at 67 for ages...
Posted by Found Wanting on Wed, 23 May 2007 05:03:00 PST

Fucking Finally.

LVL 60!  
Posted by Found Wanting on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 11:40:00 PST

OMG! What a dance partay!

The Faint was fucking amazing.I mean seriously unbelievable.Like..whoa.
Posted by Found Wanting on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:12:00 PST

Of course more screen shots...

Of course World of Warcraft is all consuming. Here is more of my life in Azeroth.Yay for free portals in Shattrath! Only even more "yay" because of of Astral Recall! 15 minute hearth bitches.Cunning! ...
Posted by Found Wanting on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:59:00 PST

WOW Screen Shots!

I've got many to post, so I am doing it here so that my pics section isn't overwhelmed by epicness. :DIt always seems like a dance party with Joe. Silly Robo-thax.BRD.Habla??Joe and I made Draeni!Dead...
Posted by Found Wanting on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:35:00 PST

Warcraft Character update!

WHEW! Well, I've finally gotten to lvl 44. My armor is beast, 3700, with no buffs!My herbalism and alchemy are almost at 300. And I got my mount! Even tho I forget about it sometimes. Poor kodo, he's ...
Posted by Found Wanting on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 12:37:00 PST

Well, you know damn well...

It's been an interesting past couple of weeks, I have to say. World of Warcraft has been FTW. School is dull as normal. Jake and I broke up, I think it is for the better for both of us. He will alwa...
Posted by Found Wanting on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 02:06:00 PST

World of Warcraft is now even more amazing before the expansion!!

WOW
Posted by Found Wanting on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 09:07:00 PST

Anger.

I just get angry.I feel best when I'm by myself.Little things irk the shit out of me. Like, EXTENDED SCHEDULED MAINTENCE...! No. That's the least of my problems. I get to go to Oklahomo for X-Mas, th...
Posted by Found Wanting on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:52:00 PST