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'Mahadewi QiStiN@'

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About Me

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Nanami Genji What's your Japanese Name? Now I'm confident, but know my insecurities. I'm spontaneous to a certain extent but feel more comfortable having some sort of plan. I listen, instead of being the one to talk. I have this innate need to help others. I love to make other people feel good about themselves. I don't like talking about myself, or my problems, I'd rather hear yours. I pretend I'm okay when I'm really not, and I feel I'm quite good at that. If Im mad about something I tend to just shut off and not deal with it, because Ill wake up the next day and be over it. I dont like closed-minded people or when people speak without thinking. Im an only child, but not spoiled. I am able to shut off my emotions, and am really an emotional person, although I dont think you could tell. I love all my new friends and am thankful for them. I love music, its everything to me, and I have a thing for musicians (but they can never be trusted). I am usually always laughing and smiling, Im rarely depressed. I have uncontrollable bursts of laughter. Im often told Im too nice. Im definitely passive and not all that assertive. I get anxiety in a lot of situations.
won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing, or give up what I Started and stop it, from end to beginning A new day is coming, and I am finally free Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, protect yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack
Stop criticizing critiquing judging stressing. Loosen the rigid lines. Stop hiding ignoring escaping punishing. Live a little.
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My Interests

Living life openly the way I see fit.
Natural beauties.
Discovery, Wisdom, Knowledge.
Human connection.
Health and exercise.
Self-improvement.
Paradigm obstruction.
Honing skills.
Music improvisation
Muted-group theory.
Revolution.
Love and Laughter.
Norm deviation.
A better world.
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I'd like to meet:

People who are genuinely goddamned brilliant. People who get angry. People who read the newspaper, and get angry. People who get sarcasm. People who are actually funny, People who are not people pleasers. People who are not laid back. People who are neurotic and high strung and conflicted and misanthropic and occasionally pretentious- but in a terribly charming way.
Because I'm just so tired of everything else, and flatness, that I could cry. And I don't cry.
We've already met each other and we love each other!! We live, we sleep and we are happy. So please take your drama else where.

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My Blog

wuts hurt the most=)

Time glistens within eyes.Though Camera breaks.Shards of glass litter floorboards.Leaves behind trails of heartache.Love flickers candle flames.Though scissors cut.Flecks of paper remain on counter.Pa...
Posted by 'Mika QiStiN@' on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:28:00 PST

remember n treasure

As I sit here with a pen and paper alone tonightThe stars shining through my window so brightThe frost on the window, the heat in my roomAnd all I can smell is my perfumeAnd all my thoughts revolve ar...
Posted by 'Mika QiStiN@' on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:15:00 PST

Dear God

Dear God...please make of our relationship a great and holy adventureMay our joining be a sacred spaceMay the two of us find rest here, a haven for our soul..Remove from us any temtation to judge one ...
Posted by 'Mika QiStiN@' on Wed, 10 May 2006 04:29:00 PST

Laskar Cinta

wahai, jiwa2 yang tenang.....berhati-hatilah dirimu...kepada...hati hati yang penuh....dengan...kebencian yang dalamkarena, sesungguhnya iblis..ada dan bersemayam..di hati tang penuhdengan benci...dih...
Posted by 'Mika QiStiN@' on Tue, 09 May 2006 06:44:00 PST

Finding True Love

The most wonderful of all things in life,i believe,is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth,beauty and joy as the years increase.This inner progressiven...
Posted by 'Mika QiStiN@' on Tue, 09 May 2006 09:28:00 PST