I've just come back from 8 months in Finland as an au pair.Wanted to stay there a year but unfortunately the circumstances didm't work out that well for me. Anyway... I am very glad to be back in good old Germany and excited to start studying in autumn.
God is the first thing in my life. There's nothing that's more important to me. I am always tryin' to put him first. Sometimes that's a struggle. But I know it will pay out someday. I just keep it like a shirt message from a girl of my school: "Christian: Better to held for an idiot for 80 years than to be one for all eternity!"..looool... I love that line. I didn't believe in God for a very long time. But about 2 1/2 years ago I had a very very hard time in my life, I had depressions, and I was at a point where I basically was forced to reflect my life and decide how I wanna go on with it. During that time I talked with my hostmom Delia on the phone, told her about my struggle and all she said was: "Get some help and you know, just be prayerful about it" So I think that was basically the sentence that changed my whole life. (never told Delia the story though...) Since I thought my life couldn't get anything worse I just started praying and guess what! My life became way more better and happier than I thought it could. Even though I feel very blessed and happy about my faith I am not trying to evangelize people cause everyone needs to find their own way to God and Jesus and find out for themselves and ask God themselves to help them with their spirit.
Another thing that came across me during my hard time was music, especially the one of the Soehne Mannheims I've loved their music beforehands but until that time it just seems that I didn't get all of their lyrics. Well now I do at least I think so...loooool :) I just can feel it (insider joke to all Soehne fans..loooool) and love going to their concerts cause it's the power of the sound and the word (another insider...) A huge thanks to those 14 guys. Your music means a lot to me! One music genre I love a lot is HIP HOP. For me it's not just plain music it's a lifestyle and it's a positive thing. I mostly listen to what would be referred to as "concious" rap or Christian Rap. I don't like Aggro Berlin, Bushido,50 Cent & that other shit! who are trying to tell the people life is all about girls, sex, money, killing people, drugs and stuff. So don't believe the hype! It's all fake anyway!
So this "About me" has become longer than I actually planned. (the plan was not more than one paragraph...loool)I just wanna give a huge shout-out to my girls (and the very few guys) from the "Naid2xo-Fan-Projekt"! Having known you all for more than 2 years makes me feel like I've known you all my life! Thanks for all and love to you all! You girls are the best. I feel blessed of having you in my life.
If you wanna know more about me write me a message BUT I am definetely not going to answer messages like "You are so hot","I wanna fuck you", "We are meant to be together", "I love you" and this kind of talk of people I haven't even talked in my life before. If someone still writes that kind of stuff let me tell you: I am going to read your mail, maybe have a look at your profile and then delete the message instantly...that's all the attention you'll get from me. So drop it and don't waste your time on me.I also will hardly ever add people I don't know. If I am supposed to know you from a forum, concert or whatever place, write me a message to refresh my brain. All other folks be informed that if i don't add you as a friend doesn't mean I don't like you or your music is s*** or whatever. I just want to keep my friends list rather small.So that's it! You are through reading my "About me" section. Thanks for taking the time.JAH bless!Jenny (December 11th, 07)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jenny; Jennylein, Jennyle,Jeanny, Jenni
Birthday: March 30, 1987
Birthplace: Goerlitz, Germany
Current Location: Puuppola, Finland
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: currently dark red
Height: 5" 3' or 1,58 m
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German with some Polish blood
The Shoes You Wore Today: white K-Swiss with grey-blue stripes
Your Weakness: chocolate, music, cute guys ;)
Your Fears: spiders, heights, and dying too early
Your Perfect Pizza: peperonies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Speak Finnish fluently
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: *lol*
Thoughts First Waking Up: I need to go to bed earlier
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes & lips
Your Bedtime: somewhere around midnight (weekdays) and 4 a.m. (weekends)
Your Most Missed Memory: ARIZONA!!!!
Pepsi or Coke: neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither too unhealty
Single or Group Dates: depends....
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither...
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: HELL no!
Do you Sing: in the car when I'm alone
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yeah, but the real guy just hasn't come along yet.
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: we'll see...
Do you belive in yourself:
Do you get Motion Sickness: yeah, like really bad
Are you a Health Freak: I try to ;)
Do you get along with your Parents: most times not
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: used to play the keys
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: probably
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: quick and without pain and not too early
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Street Worker
What country would you most like to Visit: Israel & some of the African countries
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: not important
Favourite Hair Color: not important
Short or Long Hair: as long as it is combed I don't care... hehe
Height: taller than me that's for sure
Weight: average
Best Clothing Style: that what suits you best
Number of Drugs I have taken: shouldn't be too many :)
Number of CDs I own: as many as you like
Number of Piercings: As long as I still can see your face and don't have to be scared to accidentally rip one of them off while making out with you, you're fine with as many as you like
Number of Tattoos: don't care. I got one myself and want a lot more.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: well as long as you can handle your past and be true to yourself you're fine
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