Dubber

My entire life i've worked my ass off.. whether its was being the best i could be oon my bike, or just the best i could be as a person.. but what happens when you put in all the effort you know is needed and nothing still comes out on top? what if you devoted your life to the cutier, better things in life and still layed your head at night to rest, alone.. i think im finally starting to understand that maybe not everyone will end up this way. maybe we all dont have the beautiful family plan in life.. maybe the plan he has for me is different.. who knows all i know is i sit here and waite for something really special to walk into my life and after all the hard work it doesn't.. do i forget and give up? because sometimes quiting while your ahead is NOT the same as quiting.. life is amazing.. it has its ups and it has its downs.. but at the end of the day the only thing you really need to be worried with is if the fact that you are happy. make yourself happy before anyone else.. make sure yourslef is takin care of in anyway possible before you decided to take on the role of takin care of others.. life is too short to live unfufilled.. so live your motha fuckin life.. smoke it up, drink it down.. and remember we're all here for a reason :)life is too SHORT to wake up in the morning with regrets.so love the peolpe who treat you right,forget the ones that dont,and believe that everything happens for a reason.if you get a chance,take it.if it changes you life,let it.nobody said that it'd be easy,they just promised it would be worth it.I owe god for watching over me every day, i know it. if a docter were to come to me today, and tell me i have two weeks to live. i would pray that i would go to heaven and i'd be thankful i'd thank god for every wonderful day i've had, im so thankful for that.. my thing to be known as a man who kept his word with people and stood against the odds is good enough for me. i dont care what else they say about me. i know my Family loves me, i know my friends do i dont know what else a man could ask for. i mean what the hell esle would you ask for when you die? I really am blessed realizing how short life is.