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Ziz

Life is never gonna be easy. If anybody says otherwise, they're trying to get money out of you.

About Me

I'm sure a lot of you already know but I'm going through some really tough times right now. I might be spending some time in jail. Or prison. It's hard to tell yet. I love you all, and PLEASE BE CAREFUL. I have court on the 22nd of October, so get ahold of me on here before then. My phone is disconnected and I'm not living in my apartment anymore, so please send some messages of love and support to my inbox here if you get a chance. Peace to all of my friends that I may never get a chance to talk to again.

My Interests

Peace, conflict, learning how to live, triumph, defeat, freedom, free dumb, free dirt. FREE DIRT, that's all I really want. Why can't we all just have a little bit of Free Dirt. Live Free, Love Dirt, Live Love.

I'd like to meet:

Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks.

Music:

Mr. Bungle. Most any of the Marleys. Aphex Twin. Godspeed You Black Emperor.

Movies:

Waking Life. Spun. 28 Days Later. Snatch. Boondock Saints. Pulp Fiction.

Television:

PBS

Books:

The Sibyl. Read it, it's amazing, it even won the Nobel Prize. Not the one about the abused girl.

Heroes:

Heroes aren't really a great idea. We're all just shit and water.

My Blog

Be here now.

Well, let's see...I found an unimaginably amazing girly.I'm cleaning up (my appartment and myself).It's almost summer.I love lysergic acid.Life is glorious in most every way.Meaning is not to be found...
Posted by Ziz on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:54:00 PST

Fall has fallen.

It's autumn again. Chilled winds raise the hairs on your arm in a brisk, foreboding breeze. It's not an end, but it always feels like one. A few bleak months arriving like a funeral procession; it's h...
Posted by Ziz on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:23:00 PST

Originally posted Aug. 22, still applicable.

I wrote this and posted it as a bulletin back in August, and I decided it would be a good one to have as a blog post. It says a lot about me and the things I'm going through. I'm apprehensive to champ...
Posted by Ziz on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 12:56:00 PST

9/11/01 NEVER FORGET

It's Nineleven. Patriot Day or some bullshit like that. In the spirit of true patriotism, I've sketched out a few basic important things to remember. I hope you only find them an insult to your sense ...
Posted by Ziz on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 03:14:00 PST

Santa Barter Faire Epilogue

Santa barter faire was fucking glorious. I: got lost on the way there, met some really fucking cool people, took my van to her first faire, enjoyed some dank, got bit by a wasp in a fucking sensitive ...
Posted by Ziz on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:26:00 PST

To dream of death

I died a vivid and jarring death this morning, just before I woke. It kinda fucked with my head. Nothing but the very end of the dream sticks with me. I'm driving along the ocean ...
Posted by Ziz on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:37:00 PST

April fowls!

This is nothing but a short list of things that make life worth living.1. Spending all night awake with someone for whom you lust.2. Rolling joints3. Sunshine4. Smoking Camels after and duri...
Posted by Ziz on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:18:00 PST

Finding some purpose, or at least a little satisfaction

So it's March. We just lost an hour because... something. I really don't know why, but regardless, it's fucking Spring. The other day, I wasn't feeling all that great and I stumbled upon the...
Posted by Ziz on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:59:00 PST

Pulling the string on the emotional tampon.

So, as illustrated so eloquently in my previous blog, I'm obviously intermixed in some stuff I shouldn't necessarily be with. There's a certain self-destructive and extremely dysfunctional relationshi...
Posted by Ziz on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 11:31:00 PST

Simply Amazing

Wow, it looks like once again I have a cold sore. That's pretty damn common, but the truly amazing thing is that I already feel so down and depressed that I don't actually feel any worse. Cold so...
Posted by Ziz on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 03:48:00 PST