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Jesus...And I would like to see what my dad looks like with Angel wings...
[ A Dedication To My Father ]
"For every tear that falls, there is a prayer in my heart for you"
"If I could steal one final glance... One final step... One final dance with him... I..d play a song that would never, ever end... Cause I..d love, love, love... To dance with my father again."
Daddy, I can..t believe that you are gone...It..s like everyday, I just sit and wait for you to call me just to see how I am doing...I miss those times I use to sit and talk with you or just watch movies together...In your finest hours I was there with you, and I tried to make your last few months happy...I..m sorry if it was not...You know I love you more than you know...I think about you everyday, and I miss you all the time...Jesus just needed a new bowling partner...Remember we all love you, and miss you dearly...I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

This is a picture of my dad...He passed away on April 20, 2003 Easter Sunday...I knew it was coming...My dad was battling 9 different illnesses, and it was a blessing that he lived as long as he has...He and I were close, we use to go to lunches, dinners, movies, shopping...I love him so much, and that..s why I agreed to do the eulogy...It was so nerve wrecking but just for daddy, I kept my composure, and got through it...I didn..t cry until we got to the burial...It was the last time I saw him, and my last goodbye...Sometimes, I dream about him, and I think about him all the time...He even talks to me when I dream about him...It..s all good though, at least I know he is with our father up in Heaven... A dedication for Toni Kaonohi
Toni, you will be in our thoughts and prayers. As the days go by, the Lord will guide your way, and the love of family and friends will keep you strong. We wish you a speedy recovery, and may the Lord always keep you safe. We Love You Toni. God Bless!!!

My Blog

The Passion Of the Christ...

sometimes, i feel like I am unworthy of His praise... I have not spoken to God in a while... He sent His Son  to die on the cross for our sins, and here I am bellowing in my own failures and trou...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:09:00 GMT

one year older...

dang... its beena  whole year already... some people my age are already doing great with jobs, some have families, others are married... where am I? I am still having fun... i know i don't have t...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:21:00 GMT

My Christmas Wish...

So many people ask me this question... "What would you like for Christmas?" What am I suppose to say? Money? A new car? A new cell phone? Ipod maybe? Trip to Vegas??? To be honest all that does not me...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:29:00 GMT

Fathers Day

Fathers day... To me, it is one lonely day... I lost my father four years ago... Til this day, I have not gotten over it... I know my father is up there in Heaven living it up with Jesus and everyone ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:45:00 GMT

Hard Times...

For those who really care about reading this, thanks a lot... You really are true friends... Well let me start by saying that this is not a make up blog or anything... Really I am going through a toug...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:28:00 GMT

The Gift

I know what you all are thinking... You think it has to do with something supreficial, or something really mushy and sweet... Well, like I said in my other blog, it's about the real reason for celebra...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:40:00 GMT