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About Me

Me performing with my band, The Four Thirds:The Enemy Inside Me
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

While I'm here: Alan Moore, Trent Reznor, Godforbid, Slug from Atmosphere, Dave Chappelle, Warren Ellis, Nick Cave, maybe Oli Anderson some day. When I'm gone: Hunter S. Thompson, Charles Bukowski, Burroughs Kerouac and Ginsberg, Kurt Vonnegut, Bill Hicks, Stanley Kubrick, Jesus Buddha and Muhammed, Jim Morrison, Syd Barrett.

My Blog

My Consistent Mistake

Do not fall in love with awilting flower:Theirs is a beauty best borne aloneand though it is captivating to watchits defiance of gravity,of the weight of the world bearing down on it,there is no force...
Posted by on Sat, 16 May 2009 11:33:00 GMT

too short to be of any merit

I'll be there in a $30 shirt with coffee stains in a 6x8 bathroom with constipation in a falsely-inviting hotel room on an intensely scheduled vacation from work that never gets done
Posted by on Sat, 16 May 2009 11:30:00 GMT

the damnpire

curling and writhing under the sunlight, where things are meant to be so much more beautiful.stayed out too long and is paying for it by degrees.takes a look around at all the pretty little idiot thin...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:56:00 GMT

I tried to kill myself

Yes, I did. It wasn't hard. I had reached the lowest point I've ever been in my life and realized I was the one who put myself there in the first place. I set myself up for failure, and no matter what...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 20:10:00 GMT

The Worm

He burrows inside me, wriggling just beneath the skin and heads up to the brain. A flick of his Wormy tail and I'm puppet to his Worm whimsy.I didn't invite him and I don't want to have him around, bu...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 17:12:00 GMT

Another Year Older, A New One Just Begun

The Official Reissue of my Bear Print article for anyone who didn't get a copy and is interested in reading it. Enjoy, and happy holidays. The strange saga of the year 2008 has wound down to its concl...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 02:04:00 GMT

Lose Me, Hate Me, Smash Me, Erase Me

Last night I dreamt of murder, and madness. Underneath the soft and squishy human exterior is a monster capable of unspeakable horrors if I were to let him off the chain. Sometimes I scare myself...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:53:00 GMT

Something Must Be Done

There's a sickness in my head, my mind, my body and soul.Something must be done to burn it out and cure me of these haunting spirits looming over me all day and night. They're not real, and that's wha...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:49:00 GMT

"Something I Can Never Have"-Nine Inch Nails

I still recall the taste of your tearsEchoing your voice just like the ringing in my earsMy favorite dreams of you still wash ashoreScraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore You mak...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 20:21:00 GMT

A Mish-mash Of Theories I May Or May Not Believe (Even Though I Came Up With Them)

You want to know all the secrets of the universe? You want to meet the Creator of the Universe? I already have. Every day when I walk to school he's standing on the top of the hill. She gives me an un...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 00:47:00 GMT