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I'd like to meet:

a beatiful girl that listens to bright eyes, and sleeps in a second story room, so i can throw pebbles at her window,and i'd have to climb up to see her Myspace Graphics
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sickness

a sickness has washed over me and striped me of my illusions.flooded my soul and swept my mask and lies of comfort away in it's currenti am alone naked and shiveringi work for a goal that will never b...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 12:31:00 GMT

25 and lost is not a good place to be

i'd give anything to have one day where i feel that everything is as it should be,or how i would like it to be rather.a day where i wake up next to hera day where i don't feel like a waste a day where...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 09:21:00 GMT

i'm fucked

I don't even know where to start.She is the only thing that ever happened to me that i couldn't argue with,every thing in me screams "she's the one" so how do i deal with her making these decisions?Sh...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:56:00 GMT

time to go

I will never understand what it is you do to me, or how it is that this can be. How is it that i can go years with out seeing you and still your with me in what ever i do.Alas you've made a choice to ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 15:37:00 GMT

something i wrote last night

Are you surprised to find that i haven't changed? Just because i don't know who i am, dosen't mean who i am changes. You say i sound happier, but i'm just happy to hear from, you. Even if the con...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 09:19:00 GMT

DRUNKEN BLISS

how do you find happiness, when you ask questions? you don't that's why any good writer was a drunk, imagination is always better than reality 10/13 will mark a month of sobriety, and all it's shown m...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 20:47:00 GMT

HELL

Pain dosen't hurt, pain is just an alarm system, the bodys way of saying "something isn't right". Unlike hurt, pain can be ignored. You and my empathy are the only things that ever hurt me. some how t...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 21:30:00 GMT

MY FEET WON'T FIT INSIDE YOUR SHOES SO I STARVE MYSELF TO FIT INSINDE YOUR CLOTHS

I like my privacy but these walls seem as thin as my patience & sleep is fading faster than my memories. My head is plagued with thoughts like " consumerism has claimed more lives than cancer" I d...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 14:51:00 GMT

death lakes

I've moved to a town where people come to die, to spend their last days making moutains out of mole hills in a desperate attempt to bring meaning into their lives. Some how i need to find a reason for...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 21:33:00 GMT

AIN'T NO OTHER BITCH!

how can a song mean absolutely nothing one day and cause so much heart ache and tears the next out of the millions of songs, you have to pic that one the worst part about it is you probably just enjoy...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 20:28:00 GMT