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I had a dream about you last night. you were in a comfortable room, and even though I saw your face, I knew you were already gone. I ran to you and sat between your legs on my knees and put my hands on top of yours. I said to you " I miss you and i need you to come back. I need you". you smiled at me and said "I can't". My heart dropped and a lump grew in the troat because I knew it was true. But you sounded happy when you said it like you were finally free, and this was how things were supposed to be. " I need something to remember you by." You said to me "look over by my TV." I saw bottles of your perfume. I picked one up and smiled. I ran to the bathroom to try it on, and when I came back...you were gone. I miss you mommy.

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to my FOSTER family

after all you have done you probably think i hate you but i dnt. i feel bad for you because your so damn self destructive. you hurt your own damn self and in doing so you have no one but they people y...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jan 2010 04:31:00 GMT

unloveable

I said to myself when I was a little girl that when I grew up and got a boy friend, I'd be the best girl friend in the world, and they'd never leave. Well that had to be about ten years ago, and I've ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:15:00 GMT

GO A HEAD AND ACT LIKE YOU KNOW THIS ISN’T FOR YOU.

I onced loved you with the deepest of my soul, and lived to see your face every day. Sadly you couldn't see you had an angel in front of you, so you searched for what you had, but couldn't see. You ch...
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 17:58:00 GMT

This is for S.Jaii

Every day is a struggle, but some how we make it through. We fight like were married, and half the time right in the middle of the arguement...I forget what were talking about, start to giggle, and ju...
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 17:42:00 GMT

DADDY’S LITTLE GIRL

You didn’t teach me how to ride a bike, and you didn’t teach me how to tie my shoes. I bet you don’t know what my first word was and you weren’t there for my track me...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 06:02:00 GMT

TIME

We’ve lost so much time, and I wish we could get it back more than anything in the world. I’m afraid to answer the phone. I’m scared they"ll say your gone. Why now that we’ve s...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:43:00 GMT

I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU LOVE ME

Who do you think you are to love me? He said you couldn’t and it was impossible. That I was difficult, and complicated. Who do you think you are to see pass all my flaws, and my set wa...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 03:53:00 GMT

I’m not conceited I’m self-conscious

If you ever see me in public and I'm staring into my mirror, combing my hair, or putting on lip gloss, it's not because I'm conceited, it's because I'm incredibly self-conscious, and I'm a perfectioni...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:30:00 GMT

Hopless romantic

I am forever and will probably always be a hopeless romantic. I want so bad to loved in any way shape or form. The sad part about being a hopeless romantic is that love is blind so even...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 06:53:00 GMT

I survived

I've survived alot in my few years of being on this earth, and I've come so very far. How do I get past difficult times? I look back on the serious things I've over come. The things no one really know...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:25:00 GMT