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Krystina M. Thureau.
I was born on August's Eve, 1993.
The school I attend is Brandywine High [{Class of 2007-2011}].
I am bisexual but I perfer girls.
My longest relationship was 4years with a girl.
Usually I am shy, but I'm not afraid to speak my mind
To tell the truth, I don't trust people.
Never have && I don't think I ever will :3.
I also hold grudges.
A pet peeve of mine is when people say "that's so gay".
It makes me want to punch them in the face with brass knuckles :3.
Oh, && I DO own two.
I used to be a pre-professional dancer at Kicks Academy.
Ever since I was 2, I've had Arthritis.
That's what ended my dance carrier.
Now, I write to keep my sanity. Poems, songs, whatever.
My blood type is : O-.
I am pretty much the only child who doesn't have a cell.
Sorry.Sorry.Sorry.Sorry!!! D:
I love Gloomy Bear, Tokidoki && Domo.
Give me one, & I swear I'll love you forever.
I love meeting new people. So don't be scared.
I swear I don't bite hard.
msn; [email protected]
"Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything. Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about."
"Despite the lies that you're making, your love is mine for the taking. My love is just waiting to turn your tears to roses."
"I feel the malice in my veins My heart swells with hatred in your name. && when you've got nothing to turn black & blue You've still got hell to look forward to."
"No you can't fight the tears that ain't commin. Or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies... Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive."
"I can't break away from these chains to my heart The further you push me, the closer you are."
"Do you cry out in your sleep? All my failings exposed... Gets a taste in my mouth as desperation takes a hold."
"Now dance, fucker dance! Man I never had a chance. && no one even knew, it was really only you."
"I thought you were an angel, I guess you were a vulture. Either way, spread your wings && just fly away."
"While other girls doodle hearts, I doodle tiny stars: Little wishes for everything to somehow be okay."
"I'm the needle in your vein. I'm the high you can't sustain."
"Be still my tongue, for i know not what to say; My life is lived in darkness, && here I will remain."
"I'm in a car underwater with time to kill. Thinking back I forgot to tell you this-- I didn't care that you abandoned me, What hurts more is I would still die for you."
"So destroy me dear, Because we're too cool for love lines, && soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me like your last cigarette There's beauty in a breakdown Don't catch her when she falls Let her c r u m b l e to the ground."
"Malchick gay, Malchick gay, I can be all you need. Wont you please stay with me? Malchick gay, Malchick gay."
"Her eyes like shadows, dark && grey Her lips like razors, without words to say<3 Her hands are cold, not lively, nor warm The heart she once had, now broken && torn<3."
"Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out!!!"
"It's all about us--It's all about--All about us There's a thing that they can't touch. 'Cause you know {ah ah} It's all about us!"
"I bite my tongue every time you come around; Because blood in my mouth is better than... Tears on the ground."
"When will people understand that Words can cut as sharply as any blade, && that those cuts leave scars upon our souls?"
"Burning pictures turn to ash. Speed this up so we can crash Teenage romance will never last. C'mon heartbreaker, kill me fast"
"&& as she sits and wonders How no one would notice if she died Oh the view from her balcony Seems so beautiful tonight."
"Choking back emotions, I try to keep on hoping for a way, A reason for a softer common close. I long for you to hold me like a boyfriend does. && though my dream is slowly fading, I want to be the object {object.object.object} Of your passions body hopeless."
"There's an emptiness inside her-- && she'll do anything to fill it in."
"An empty promise fills my veins with lies."
"Your lies consume me; with every breath I'm burning. Oh how I believed the truth was in your eyes."
"You're gonna die in somebody else's arms, && I have to live with that {I have to live} Well I hope you have a good life."
"They don't know; They can't see Who we are, Fear is the enemy. Hold on tight, Hold on to me!!!"
"One can only feel desolate for so long Until one starts to change Into something the mirror doesn't recognize I metamorphasize."
"Her arms remember razorblades. Fifty scars that speak of self-inflicted wounds."
"Sitting alone-- On the steps to your house, I can't come in, && you won't come out."
"Your smile is no longer magical... && you... I can now live without."
"You got a mouth like a razorblade. It cuts so deep. So kiss my wrists, my neck && give me eternal sleep."
"I'm heavily broken, & I don't know what to do. Can't you see that I'm choking, & I can't even move."
"Gave up all their hope. && went back inside. With a broken heart... && then the engine died."
"Picking up the pieces of a life you've broken. Stitching it together with the seams wide open."
"Tell me how I'm gonna make it you're the one I can't forget. It's like I'm running in slow motion through this nightmare that never ends."
"I've got nothing that I hide except for what's inside; I keep it all locked up, in this prison of love. I'm suffocating."
"Baby just say goodnight, I'll be gone tomorrow. Baby just close your eyes, I can't take the sorrow. Baby just walk away, you know I can't stay. There's no easy way to say goodbye... So baby just say goodnight."
"Be my bad boy, be my man Be my weekend lover, but don't be my friend You can be my bad boy, but understand That I don't need you in my life again."
"What I thought wasn't all so innocent Was a delicate doll of porcelain When I wanted to call you && ask you for help I stopped myself."
"I'm gonna close my mouth now You don't need more noise in your life I miss you more than you know But I know time makes you move on."

My Blog

Idk... ramble???

And slowly she faded away. Slowly she fell apart. Eventually she lost her mind. Little girl lost, little girl lonely. Angels must feel pain... cause their hearts break & shatter, falling down onto the...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Dec 2009 14:14:00 GMT

Baby... Can You See I Need You Now??

I hate myself. I hate everything about me. I hate the fact that I can't dance any more. I hate the fact that I haven't written any good poems or lyrics in weeks. I hate the fact that I can't stop myse...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Dec 2009 20:50:00 GMT

Acid Rain

It's an unnatural obsession,to love a beautiful disaster so much.It seems like a lost cause,I need to feel his warm & tender touch.My heart has stopped beatingMy lips are bleeding& every time I breath...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 16:13:00 GMT

Finding Your Heart.

In your presenceIn your existenceIt doesn't make any sence.To me now.That I can't seem 2 say.Anything at all.Babe you let me fall.I can't figure it out.You hold my heartLyk a work of artyou tell me th...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 01:27:00 GMT

I Don’t Wanna

Verse- We're both fully aware, that what we had is done.And we've both come to realize, the other wasn't the one.Even though the drama has died down, & now that tensions are low.You won't give me the ...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 13:21:00 GMT

SuperNatural.

Verse- Disconnected from the person i once was.Being reborn just because.I can't live paralyzed & numb.Don't know what is yet to come.Now I can't concentrate.I'm starting to sufficate.I feel so untouc...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:55:00 GMT

Blank Stare [[A Mockery]]

Every single fucking day.I feel this same damn way.Having to go through this pain.Think I'm gonna go insaine.My thoughts are wasted.Hopes are drained...Help me.Take this hurt away.Drown-out the memori...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:45:00 GMT

Cluster of Poems.

-My Cry-Leading to your door, there is a trail.Showing the pathway to your sould, made up of what you've failed.And of all the countless times you left, all the times you bailed.Falling down harshley,...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 05:48:00 GMT

Our Own Enigma

Verse- Life's a funny thing.When everything starts changing.The tables always turn.Tis how we live & learn.But it always gets harder.When the one you love pushes you farther.Away...Life's an enigma.Ca...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 05:22:00 GMT

Beautiful Girl

Verse- You're a beautiful girl.Don't let a boy ruin you world.Don't let your first.Make you think the worst.I can see it in your eyes.You're always telling lies.When you say you are Ok.Makes me wanna ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 05:11:00 GMT