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About Me

constantly evolving-in all the world-there is no one else exactly like me-everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because i alone choose it-i own everything about me-my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself-i own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears-i own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes-because i own all of me, i can become intimately acquainted with me-by so doing i can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts-i know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that i do not know-but as long as i am friendly and loving to myself i can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me-however i look and sound, whatever i say and do-and whatever i think and feel at any given moment in time is authentically me-if later some parts of how i looked, sounded, thought, and felt turned out to be unfitting, i can discard that which i feel is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which i discarded-i can see, hear, feel, think, say and do-i have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive and to make sense and order out of a world of people and things outside of me-i own me, and therefore i can engineer me-i am me-i AM okay

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THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS LOVE

My Blog

So I took this test

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist")."I am affectionate and skeptical"Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Thei...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 18:48:00 GMT

Every woman

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Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 17:54:00 GMT

Truth is

I'm scared.
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 19:28:00 GMT

I thought

I wasn't even looking for you.  You're the one that picked me.  Was it because I looked like an easy target?  You could get the most out of me?  The more you drug me down the more I tried to fix me.  ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 21:20:00 GMT

When it's all said and done

God is the only one with the right to judge me.  He loves me and is proud of me.  Fuck off you selfish inconsiderate ass that wasn't worth my time from the beginning. 
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 22:19:00 GMT

I fly in any weather

Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff.  Every single bit of it!
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:31:00 GMT

I have to sleep...

I love youNever would I do anything to hurt youFor you to think that burns deepI wish nothing but joy in your futureGoodbye
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 07:51:00 GMT

Beauty within

One day the sun admittedI am just a shadowI wish I could show youthe infinite incandescencethat has cast my brilliant imageI wish I could show youwhen you are lonely or in darknessthe astonishing ligh...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 04:41:00 GMT

Oh Great Spirit

Whose voice I hear in the winds, and whose breath gives life to the world.  Hear me.  I am small and weak.  I need your strength and wisdom.  Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 06:48:00 GMT

The winner

Got down on my kneesBut I had no wordsNo words to sayNo words to prayJust because I'm losingDoesn't mean I'm lost
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 09:56:00 GMT