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in time we hate that in which we often fear - Aristotle
im boring
im average
im lazy
im never as good as i seem
im the worlds worst catch
im not your right answer
im part of everything
im doing nothing
im taken, and you're too late
im better then i think i am
there are times when you dont feel anything,
like the final breath of your dying love
im beautifully awesome ...
my likes::
peoPle
My rEd gEo
blUe jEans
guYs iN fitteD paNts
nEon colOrs
heArts
StaRs
uSed cloThing
mY imaGinary bikE
sHoes
viDeo gamEs
my dislikes::
baGGy panTs
pReps
workiNg hArd For nO reaSon
adiDas takiNg oVer reeBok
rEd meAt
intolerAnce Of liFe deciSions
lOsing
beIng lieD To
ceRtain litTle Things yoU'll nEver kNow aboUt
mY cAr whEn It wOnt wOrk
beIng poOr
thats crucial
A!M bandagexmyxheart
LJ bandagemyheart
emil [email protected]
..i've looked for ways to kill you, but im running out of ideas
so this is the new year, and i dont feel any different
i actually dont know what love is, i thought i had it once, but he seems lost in another...
If I am lost for a day try to find me but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me and all of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day December is darkest in June there's the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right while out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home who waits up for me all through the night calendar girl who's in love with the world stay alive! I dreamed I was dying as I so often do and when I awoke I was sure it was true I ran to the window threw my head to the sky and said whoever is up there please don't let me die but I can't live forever I can't always be one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea the pages keep turning I mark off each day with a cross and I'll laugh about all that we've lost calendar girl who is lost to the world stay alive! calendar girl who is lost to the world stay alive! January, February, March, April, May I'm alive! June, July, August, September, October I'm Alive! November, December and all through the winter I'm Alive! I'm alive....
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Heather's gone She left a note "He is Legend" was all she wrote Go fetch the detective I think I've found something This isn't Heather's handwriting (That's right, I said it)Don't you talk to strangers? You know it leads to danger "I'm gonna be a big star some dayThe kidnapper is at the comfort Inn We'll find your daughter and we'll get revenge Record me / red carpet (burns)The reason the handsome one knocks on your door It's the candy, the paper, the blood on the floor It's the "diamonds and the pills" Leave my daughter alone! It's the glamour that kills "Dad, I'm not coming home"I AM HOLLYWOOD Watch where you point your finger I am Hollywood You better remember I am Hollywood
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here's a jingle for goldfish, baked and not fried goldfish, the happy snack that smiles back until you bite their heads off, cuz' you know they're they're made with real cheese even though they look like fishes, the snack that smiles back goldfish. and for taste buds that are braver, we've blasted them with flavor, new flavor blasted goldfish.
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how could you do it?
-i couldn't say.
years built on sand.
-june until may.
second to second,
not even while you held my hand.
it's death for living.
-yes i am a ghost.
the mirror is cloudy.
-i loved you the most.
you threw out the pieces,
did things we didn't understand.
the clothes in the wardrobe...
-just send them to me.
there are bills here for you.
-that's 'cause nothing is free.
we filled up with things
to make us who we want to be.
is she in the background?
-i just wouldn't know.
did i build you a prison?
-please don't let me go.
i've unlocked the door
but you can't walk away from me.
if you have forgotten about me, fuck you
