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simple-TeNNa

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About Me

teNNa
in time we hate that in which we often fear - Aristotle
im boring
im average
im lazy
im never as good as i seem
im the worlds worst catch
im not your right answer
im part of everything
im doing nothing
im taken, and you're too late
im better then i think i am
there are times when you dont feel anything,
like the final breath of your dying love
im beautifully awesome ...
my likes::
peoPle
My rEd gEo
blUe jEans
guYs iN fitteD paNts
nEon colOrs
heArts
StaRs
uSed cloThing
mY imaGinary bikE
sHoes
viDeo gamEs
my dislikes::
baGGy panTs
pReps
workiNg hArd For nO reaSon
adiDas takiNg oVer reeBok
rEd meAt
intolerAnce Of liFe deciSions
lOsing
beIng lieD To
ceRtain litTle Things yoU'll nEver kNow aboUt
mY cAr whEn It wOnt wOrk
beIng poOr
thats crucial
A!M bandagexmyxheart
LJ bandagemyheart
emil [email protected]
..i've looked for ways to kill you, but im running out of ideas
so this is the new year, and i dont feel any different
i actually dont know what love is, i thought i had it once, but he seems lost in another...
If I am lost for a day try to find me but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me and all of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day December is darkest in June there's the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right while out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home who waits up for me all through the night calendar girl who's in love with the world stay alive! I dreamed I was dying as I so often do and when I awoke I was sure it was true I ran to the window threw my head to the sky and said whoever is up there please don't let me die but I can't live forever I can't always be one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea the pages keep turning I mark off each day with a cross and I'll laugh about all that we've lost calendar girl who is lost to the world stay alive! calendar girl who is lost to the world stay alive! January, February, March, April, May I'm alive! June, July, August, September, October I'm Alive! November, December and all through the winter I'm Alive! I'm alive....
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Heather's gone She left a note "He is Legend" was all she wrote Go fetch the detective I think I've found something This isn't Heather's handwriting (That's right, I said it)Don't you talk to strangers? You know it leads to danger "I'm gonna be a big star some dayThe kidnapper is at the comfort Inn We'll find your daughter and we'll get revenge Record me / red carpet (burns)The reason the handsome one knocks on your door It's the candy, the paper, the blood on the floor It's the "diamonds and the pills" Leave my daughter alone! It's the glamour that kills "Dad, I'm not coming home"I AM HOLLYWOOD Watch where you point your finger I am Hollywood You better remember I am Hollywood
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here's a jingle for goldfish, baked and not fried goldfish, the happy snack that smiles back until you bite their heads off, cuz' you know they're they're made with real cheese even though they look like fishes, the snack that smiles back goldfish. and for taste buds that are braver, we've blasted them with flavor, new flavor blasted goldfish.
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how could you do it?
-i couldn't say.
years built on sand.
-june until may.
second to second,
not even while you held my hand.
it's death for living.
-yes i am a ghost.
the mirror is cloudy.
-i loved you the most.
you threw out the pieces,
did things we didn't understand.
the clothes in the wardrobe...
-just send them to me.
there are bills here for you.
-that's 'cause nothing is free.
we filled up with things
to make us who we want to be.
is she in the background?
-i just wouldn't know.
did i build you a prison?
-please don't let me go.
i've unlocked the door
but you can't walk away from me.
if you have forgotten about me, fuck you

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

can somebody show me the kind of affection you only see in the movies? You know what i mean

i dont meet people
and people dont meet me
im not your friend
and you'll never be mine
-- teNNa --

My Blog

bad music for a bad kid

i feel like im dyingsometimes i feel like i ammy heart hurts a lot nowthat was my 12 year old oreonot the pain, but the memorieswho am i?
Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 19:48:00 GMT

maybe just maybe

there is more to life then what i thought... im not sure of too much anymore... i was randomly searching myspace people, and there was a guy named alex, he was 19 years old, born a lil bit after me, a...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 22:34:00 GMT

moving thru

things were never as bad as i made them sound i promise i finally got new pix >tenna
Posted by on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 08:47:00 GMT

i need new pictures

so i got kicked out of my house a few days ago bc i cant save money, im doing fine thanks to the help of a few awesome friends! im low on money but getting paid on friday... things are gonna get bette...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 12:45:00 GMT

if you think this is to you, it isnt

fuck the holidaysfuck my stupid jobfuck your thoughtsfuck your insanityfuck your endingfuck commercialsfuck your sunfuck your moonfuck your worldhave it happier with out methis isnt to you... id drive...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 17:08:00 GMT

ill take your name if you take my face

i want my raise... there were sum parties tonight, but i sit home alone...the dentyne comercial makes me laugh ... hehehe... candles, oil, bubbles, whipped cream, camera... lol...my sister should be c...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 18:27:00 GMT

HOOPTOWN & WTF

hooptown at dicks sporting goods this week... corner of independence and columbus in downtown vb... win prizes and giftcards... call or visit store fro more info!! dont forget to sign up for a score c...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 19:24:00 GMT

Instant Skip

the sky is one thing we have in common... the moon and stars will keep us in touch... there is no reason to ever feel lost or lonely... ill never mislead you and ill never forget... she was laughing ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 23:53:00 GMT

sleeping with shadows

one more night, that was a good one...its HS drama all over againi think something is eating my socksi promised you that i would never lie, i thought u promised to always believe mei feel like deletin...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 23:33:00 GMT

right there, that's where it hurt

of course i have underwear, do you think im an idiot?yeah im an idiot! im sick, i hate it... o well... i wanna go party... i should b at work, i hate not being there right now... my net is back, but i...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 11:10:00 GMT