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Fernando

If the world was mine to give, it'd be yours

About Me

I am what you made me. I am happy, for the time being. I am at a place, where I can stand tall. For I am, ready.
From one of my favorite books...
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed alot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
That Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his siter
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or ever talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at thee A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen

From 'the perks of being a wallflower'

My Interests

Later.

I'd like to meet:

I have met her, and she's everything I thought she'd be.

Music:

Let's see -

Guns and Roses
Louque
Social Distortion
Incubus
John Mayer
Keane
L.L.Cool.J.
Biggie Smalls
Tupac
The Mars Volta
Rancid
Bad Religion
Postal Service
From Autum To Ashes
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Slipknot
Soilwork
Stevie Ray
Tom Waits
Stevie Ray Vaughan
Willie Nelson
James Taylor
Jimi Hendrix
The GetUp Kids
Sneakerpimps
David Bowie
Bruce Springsteen
Billy Joel
The Faint
Ben Harper
Alice Cooper
AIR
Led Zepplin
Chemical Brothers
Massive Attack
Marvin Gaye
Adam Green
Snow Patrol
The Get Up Kids
iio
Bjork
20-20's
10,000 Things
The Allman Brothers Band
Supersuckers
Sage Francis
Taking Back Sunday
Lars Frederiksen And The Bastards
Strokes
The Blood Brothers
Hidden In Plain View
Jets To Brazil
New York Dolls
Tegan and Sara
Plastic Bertrand
Janis Joplin
Modest Mouse
DJ Tiesto
Handsome Boy Modeling School
Dandy Warhols
Crystal Method
Cat Power
Blind Melon
Beck
AiC
Shyne
Shiny Toy Guns
Somthing for Rockets
Massive Attack
Al Green
Lenny Kravitz
Kruder & Dorfmeister
Jay-Z
Head Automatica
Infected Mushroom
Grateful Dead
Grand Funk Railroad
Gnarls Barkley
Gorrilaz
Eddie Amador
Depeche Mode

Movies:

Brokeback Mountain.

Heroes:

My mom.

My Blog

How things change...

Life comes and goes, with a blink of an eye things change - at times for the better, but most for the worst.My life, is what I make it, what I bring into it, what I choose to ignore, cherish, love, sh...
Posted by Fernando on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 12:06:00 PST

... go!

1.Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word...
Posted by Fernando on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Chicago Pictures....

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Posted by Fernando on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Let's get to know each other, yes?

There ya go JJ.... lets get to know eachother, yes? 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you t...
Posted by Fernando on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST