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Carol

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About Me

I love animals... sometimes a little too much... but they feel more like my children... I do love them dearly... Cookie, Fiona, Rouge, Angelus, Krause, Thunder... I love them all... and they are in oder from oldest to youngest. I adore them, and half of them have passed... I do get too attacted... but... I have had two of them: Cookie Marie, and Fiona Mina for years, so please understand why it hurts me to lose them. I may cry and I may hurt.... but.. I will act as if it doesnt bother me, and soon... it will get better.... but I am glad that I have friends that I do... who are there for me, and a family who knew that I love all of my babies. I would never admit it... but there is this beautiful movie.. not really girly but it is beautiful and a saying that I hold dear to it is May beauty be before me, May beauty be above me, May beauty be beside me, May beauty be below me, May beauty be all around me.... Beautiful saying out of a beautiful movie/style

My Interests

My interests are very similar to most of my friends,, I have five friends I would do anything for,, four of these friends know who they are,, the forth doesnt know lol,, but my interest falls around their catagories

I'd like to meet:

I dont want to meet anyone... but when I see god I am asking him why my heart had felt two of the worst pains out there

Music:

My music Rules,,, thats a screen name i have, Because my music is any music cept most rap,, i like a few songs I like Linkin Park, Cold play, Leann Rhymes, 3 Doors Down, Creed, Clay Walker, Collin Raye, Diamond Rio, Finger Eleven, George strait, Gun's N Roses, some Godsmack, Eric Clapton, Phil Collins, JMM, Nickelback, i hate Rascal Flatts but the song What hurts the most is really really good, Seether, Simple Plan, Savage Garden (sorry if i spelt it wrong, Sarah Mcglaughlin, Sum 41, System of a down, a very very few songs of Toby Keith, Trace Adkins, Tracy Byrd, Vince Gil.And anything that does have a really good beat,, that makes me want to tap my foot to it.

Movies:

I love scary movies, good lord tell me we're going to the movies the first thing out of my mouth is "Is it scary, if it's not scary I'm not going Anything scary is awesome. Seeing someone elses profile reminded me that I have alot of favorite movies. Signs, The Lion King, umm Ghost, Ghost Ship, Michael, Roadhouse, The Lion King 2 Simbas Pride, Jungle Book; both animated and not, Call of the Wild, Cujo, 13 Ghosts, Alone In the Dark, Bats, Blue Collar Comedy Tour 1-2, Brother Bear, Cabin Fever, Cursed, Daddy Daycare, 28 Days Later, Anacondas; Hunt for Blood Orchid, Anger Management, Blade 1-3, Boogey Man, The Outsiders, Bruce Almighty, Dawn of the Dead, Elf, Final Destination 1-3, Freddy vs Jason, Dr. Dolittle 1-3, Finding Nemo, Gothika, Hide and Seek, Dreamcatcher, Hell Boy, Holes, I am Sam, Jeepers Creepers 1-2, K-Pax, Lemony Snickets, MMiracle, Monsters Inc, Hulk, Ice Age, Kangroo Jack, Meet the Parents + Meet the Fockers, Men In Black 1-2, Monster, Home on the Range, Ladder 49, Little Nicky, Saw 1-2 wanna see three, Shark Tale, Shrek 1-2, Open Water was ok, Racing Stripes only reason it had jeff foxworthy in it, School of Rock, Old School, Pitch Black was awesome, Reign of Fire, Spy Kids 1-3 was pretty cool, The Chronicles of Riddick wasnt the best movie but the beasts where pretty cool, The Green Mile, Spirit, STAND BY ME Loved it, Tarzan 1-2, The Fast The Furious the cars where awesome, The Grinch, The Grudge; 1 and two wasnt that great, The Incredible Mr. Limpet, The Matrix Reloaded, The Ring 1-2, Twisted, The Texas ChainSaw Massacre was pretty cool not that scary, Underworld 1-2 the first one was cool and the second one was sweet liked the stories and how they went into the history, The Skeleton Key was ok not that scary felt like i knew what was going to happen, The Villiage was pretty cool liked how the guy that joeqiun pheonix plays took the girls hand everytime but the last, They, Triple X both, Van Helsing was fun to watch, What Women Want pretty good love mel gibson, White Noise scared me senseless, Whale Rider is a must see very good movie, Wrong Turn scared me so bad couldnt sleep, A Troll in Central Park, Bad Boys, Batman & Robin, Bean, All Dogs Go to Heaven 1-2 German Shepherd was the main character hehe, An American Tail, Balto 1-2, Big, Braveheart was good, Charlottes Web, Dragon Heart was more then good, Fern Gully 1-2, Fly Away Home, Cats and Dogs, For Richer or Poorer liked it, Cats dont dance

Television:

Now that I am out of school for now I have more time to watch TVGhost hunters is very awesome, I like the way they investigate, Spongebob Squarepants, hmm Fosters home for imaginary friends, ok I forgot some names of shows.

Books:

I read when I have the time to, Love reading about animals anything you have about them I wanna see it.

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Heroes:

SARAH AND STEVEN AND COOKIE ARE MY HEROS THEY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS AND SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE MY ONLY I DO LOVE YOU TOO ANA DONT WORRY SWEETIE

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My Blog

What I never told him... and I regret it

I don't know why I tried& a part of me thought there was hope& a part of me was extremely happy to see him when I could and to hold him& but then I brought up fights&. I didn't want to get attached b...
Posted by Carol on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 10:30:00 PST

hurt and alone

i hate this so much.... have you ever been made an outcast and got to see the truth behind someones words?..... Like no matter what nothing is goodenough?..... well... i do..... I dont know why but i ...
Posted by Carol on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:52:00 PST

No Title

Why do people regret things?Why do people lie?Why do people think that others arent paying attention?Why do they cry?I hear these questions... playing in my head.... messing me up.... for the road tha...
Posted by Carol on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 03:20:00 PST

Birthday

Thank you all for the birthday texts and comments and emails and calls..... But the truth is none of you can give me what I truly want for my birthday..... I'm not going to say what it is.... but........
Posted by Carol on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:30:00 PST

Maybe

Maybe if this world could change this girl,I would be different.Maybe if her grandfather was alive,She wouldnt be complicated.Maybe if someone loved her,She wouldnt feel alone.Maybe if someone cared,H...
Posted by Carol on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 01:34:00 PST

Invoice

Why do you question about what I've done?Why do you wonder why I run?Why do you want to know?Would it make you feel better to just let go?Why do you care about where I go?Why do you wonder about who I...
Posted by Carol on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:46:00 PST

So...

My birthday is coming up... next week... But.. my heart feels broken... I only have one wish.. not that anyone truly knows what it is.. But It should be a day where I am happy.. I should be happy turn...
Posted by Carol on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:27:00 PST

This heart of mine

This heart of mine is so cold and so dark,It is almost as if trying to stay blocked.This heart of mine never wants to stay in one place,It is almost as if it never wants to hurt.This heart of mine kno...
Posted by Carol on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 11:50:00 PST

Wings

My wings have been able to fly,Up until the day I wanted to dieShowing you how I feelAlways trying to make it realWanting you to love meBut never wanting to be meAlways hoping for betterBut never want...
Posted by Carol on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 11:46:00 PST

Heart Filled Goodbye... but not for forever

A few days ago I was on pet finders and found a picture that make me look twice and was kept in the back of my mind.I started comparing pictures, and shockingly I believe I may have found my baby girl...
Posted by Carol on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 07:08:00 PST