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kendal

About Me

its clearly evident that the power lies in the hands of the man at the turn table. spinning the spun. im a little bit scared. but more intrigued. by the madness of the night. which is easily forgotten when the sun comes up and the light hits our faces. but the darkness is what exposes who we really are. the light is just another mask.

envision the woman that you want to be. then take the steps you need to take to get there. change is a slow process, but it is the only thing constant. you decide the direction. peace, love, and understanding all come from within. once you feel it for yourself, you can feel it in the world around you. you will never see me angry. not because i am better than you, or different from you. but because i am you. the second that i learned that there is a chance that i might die alone, is the second that i learned to completely live alone. i am writing a book about my never ending path towards enlightenment, and self discovery.

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the best way to get to know me is through the words that i write. and i write a lot of words. but most of them i will never share. my life is magical. i think that i might be a fairy. people are my art. i get it.
My new blog for all those i dont get to talk to as much as i would like to http://kendaldebellis.blogspot.com/
"It is only through creative understanding of ourselves that there can be a creative world, a happy world, a world in which ideas do not exist." - Krishnamurti

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"A world in which ideas do not exist would be a happy world, because it would be a world without the powerful conditioning forces which compel men to undertake inappropriate action, a world without the hallowed dogmas in terms of which the worst crimes are justified, the greatest follies elaborately rationalized" - Aldous Huxley

My Blog

enlightenment

EnlightenmentI am a person. I am a human being, a culmination of my mind and body, each working towards a goal, syncranized, and harmonious.  I have been on a long journey for enlightenment. The peopl...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 12:06:00 GMT

dearest death valley

Dear santa claritaSo here it is. I remember a few years ago&high school. How miserable I was. All I wanted was to be okay. I was torn up by my father's absence and my mother's anger. I was broken by a...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 19:11:00 GMT

Dear Society.

Its a work in progress. False world. False society set up by contradictory minds. Brilliant in an ignorant and foolish way. Enough understanding to manipulate all the followers. They discovered our we...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 22:02:00 GMT

I can’t forget.

I can go to work six days a week. I can come home to an empty house.I can keep my sanity when school owns my life.I can forgive my dad.I can accept my mom.I can look back at those times when food was ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 10:03:00 GMT

i laugh inside.

LoveA word filled with lettersA word empty of feelingYou never were who you claimed to beTrust never was, what it was meant to bePretending to be who you thought I loved,But my love was deep inside wh...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 20:28:00 GMT

im always cold.

i stopped writing for a really long time. i mean a REALLY long time. for some reason today i decided to sit down and write. so i did. and this is what came out. She wakes up each morning so cold and a...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 11:08:00 GMT

food for thought.

It seems like now everyone is listening. Everyone has this new ear for the words ive been speaking for so long. The faces that once laughed now join in on my protest.  I have this fear that its a...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Aug 2005 15:05:00 GMT