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About Me

i have a name, sam
i have brown hair and eyes
i am bisexual, please dont judge me
i'm happily in a relationship with someone&hearts
i'm just your typical teenage failure
i'm a junior at valley view high school
life is like photography, we develop from negatives
it turns out, you can't save people from themselves
i'm obsessed with pete wentz from fall out boy
true friends and true hearts thats all that counts in life
ashleigh hiller is my best friend and no one else matters
never let success go to your head, and never let failure go to your heart
love your enemies; it pisses them off
always smile in the morning; it makes people wonder what you did last night
life is the art of drawing without an eraser
knowing is easy, saying it out loud is the hard part
across the universe is my favorite movie along with titantic
dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today
my favorite colors are teal and lime green
there are things known, and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors
i go to the career technology center for cosmetology
the easiest way to lose something is too want it too badly
i hate old people and i'm afraid of little kids
i had a fear of flying but suddenly i got over it
either face the music, or turn off the radio
i don't know what i want to do with my life after high school
every sixty seconds spent upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never ever get back
i want to travel around the world someday
practice makes perfect, too much makes a whore
i really laugh way more than i should
it..s all just a game, until your heart is touched
i'm into photography; i have a Kodak Z712 IS zoom camera
anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly
i fall up the stairs more than i do down
success depends on your backbone, not your wishbone
i'm a very messy and disorganized person
we scream our insecurities and mutter our apologies
i loved the 2007 vans warped tour
i'm a firm believer that sometimes it's right to do the wrong thing
a best friend is a sister destiny forgot to give us
relationships are worth fighting for, but you can't be the only one fighting
after a while the truth doesn't hurt anymore; it starts to kill
never give up on anybody. miracles happen everyday
theres friends, then theres best friends there is a difference
the best smell in the world, is that of the one you love
i have a thing for tattoos and peircings; i will be getting some
you never get over it, but you get to where it doesn't bother you so much
do one thing every day that scares you
i share the same birthday with davey havok; the lead singer of afi
you have three choices in life:give in, give up, or give it your all
i wish summer lasted forever, i hate the snow
looks are what catches your eye but personality keeps holding on
i have a sister named stephanie, and a half brother named luke
you will never find the right person, if you never let go of the wrong one
i had a good relationship with grandmother who passed away from kidney cancer
the end of love is death
i'm afraid to talk to guys sometimes
i'm not an anorexic skin girl; i'm thick and i have curves
the worst thing you can do is lie or betray me
i don't like to drink anything without a straw
i hate shopping for christmas; it stresses me out
halloween is my favorite holiday
i wish i knew how to speak more than one language
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game
i love when people pay the guitar espically acoustic
speak your mind, even if your voice shakes
sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize they're really a stranger
athazagoraphobia- fear of being forgotten
disney is my favorite place in the world
love doesn't require you to be perfect; love requires you to forgive
i regret alot of things i've done in my lifetime
apologizing is like white-out it covers up the mistake but it never really goes away
my favorite graffiti artist is banksy
you can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is another story
sometimes you just need someone to look foward to seeing you everyday
a kiss is created when words weren't enough
love at first sight is often cured by a second glance
you are who you are, and that should be good enough for everybody else
someone's opinion of you does not have to become your reality
i love to party and have a good time
only those who attempt the absurd achieve the impossible
i will never smoke or do drugs
sometimes things are only clear once our vision is blurred with tears
i'm shaking at the thought that you're everything i want
the nightmare before christmas is my favorite tim burton film
i don't like to watch horror movies; i enjoy comedies or romance
i tend to get brain freeze really quickly
i love cherry slushies; there my favorite
i hate being by myself; i need someone with me
compliments make me feel awkward sometimes
mayday parade and fall out boy are my favorite bands
make love not war; condoms are cheaper then guns
it's not about the quantity of friends; it's about the quality
opportunity may only knock once, but temptation leans on the doorbell
i'm afraid of sharks and the ocean
you can be the one influenced by the world, or the one who influences others
i can care less of what people think of me
there's always a silver lining to every mistake
coca cola is my favorite drink
people's words affect you only as much as you let them
i love giving and recieving hugs
fate can only give you so many chances; then it's time to give someone else a chance
every second chance begins with a first step
what you don't know, can't hurt you. but its the 'what ifs' that kills you
life is like photography; we use the negatives to develop
sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve
i remember the tinest details about people
i have trust issues, so don't take it personally
be optimistic, all the people you hate are going to die eventually
i think it's nice when people find love, because i feel like everyone deserves it
you are never given a wish without being given the power to make it come true
words are bullets and they kill as good as any gun
i'm seriously either at the movies or bowling every weekend
i am a hopeless romantic
bowling, badminton and volleyball are my favorite sports
i can never get rid of my chapped lips
i can't go a day without wearing makeup
i practically have hoodies on all the time
tim burton is my favorite movie producer
i have an obsession with rainbows
andy warhol is my favorite artist
sometimes just holding hands is holding onto everything
good judgement comes from experience; experience comes from bad judgement
if you keep chasing yesterday, you're going to miss tomorrow
never let go of anything you cant go a day without thinking about
i love to spend time with my best friend ashleigh
don't let anyone make you think you don't deserve what you want
be with someone who knows what they have when they have you
i'm a nice person but if you mess with me i'll be a bitch
sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever
me and my sister have a close relationship
the worst part of a broken heart is that it keeps beating
we don't get what we deserve in life. If we're lucky, we get what we need
all our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them
the best part of believe is the lie
sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever
i want someone to give me flowers just because it's tuesday
when it seems that I'm hopeless, you say the words that can get me back in focus
some mistakes are too fun to make only once
bad luck is my middle name
the most incredible feeling is knowing that i make you happy
good girls are girls that don't know the meaning of fun
no one else can speak the words on your lips
when we think we're keeping a secret, that secret is actually keeping us
love is the only color the blind can see
dane cook is my favorite comedian
i love black and white more than i do color- in anything that is
the heroin diaries by nikki sixx is one of the craziest books i've ever read
it's sickening the things you can keep from people without feeling a ounce of guilt
i love guys who wear tight girl pants, eyeliner, and have scene hair
my eyes are the best feature on my body
anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly
if you..re going to spend the rest of your life with someone, it might as well be your best friend
i'm afraid of losing the people i care most about
you're not drunk until you have to grab onto the grass to keep from falling off the earth
nothing is worse than missing an opportunity that could change your life
never do anything you wouldn't want to explain to the paramedics
the most wasted day, is one in which we did not laugh
life is full of years that mean nothing and moments that mean everything
a best friend sees you for who you really are, because that's who they are too
when things are perfect, that's when you need to worry the most
fear is only as deep as the mind allows
there is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path
people don't change. they just find new ways to lie to you-
drama is a situation girls create themselves, based on jealousy
everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day
music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life
ashleigh is the single-most important being to ever grace my existence
you can fake a smile for everyone else. but you'll never hide the truth from yourself
sometimes despite our best wishes and intentions; fate wins
if you don't like what you're getting; change what you're doing
you love the first person who touches you and never love anyone quite that way again
the smile on your face, is so important to me
never regret something that once made you smile
normal is absent of individuality
i like when goodbyes are only temporary
bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity
people change. shit goes wrong but just remember, life goes on
i figure lifes a gift, and i don't intend on wasting it
its impossible to please everyone, so i suggest we all stop trying
time waits for no one, but love waits forever
they say good things take time; but great things come in a blink of an eye
distance only comes between those who let it
actions do speak louder than words but the words are the sparks that light the fire
there is nothing scarier than getting what you want; because than you have something to lose
i will always be me. emotions may change, but feelings don't
i want to spend the rest of my life with the person i'm currently seeing
sometimes, the feelings we start to have again are the feelings that never went away
sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing
watch what you say because theres nothing gray about the color of your skin
i had long hair but i cut 13 inches off and now its short
my cell phone never seems to work properly
why is it that when you get things together, you hear from the one person who can pull it all apart
i'm the author of my life; unfortunately i'm writing in pen so i can't erase my mistakes
laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, dreams are forever
the louder the music; the better the world is
chaos tastes like the smell of revolution
once you've been through hell, you never forget what the flames feel like
sometimes you need to let your heart lead you even if you dont think it's supposed to go that way
forget about the people from the past there's a reason they didn't make it to your future
the hallways are your runways, the sidewalk is you catwalk, strut your stuff
dreaming about something doesn't mean you will eventually do it; you have to make effort
people too weak to follow their own dreams, will always find a way to discourage yours
you can't buy happiness, but you can buy ice cream. and that's kind've the same thing
i think it's pretty much impossible to forget someone who was once the only reason you smiled
it's easier to forgive a memory than to forgive a friend
we're the new face of failure; prettier and younger, but not any better off
the soul would have no rainbows had the eyes no tears
fight for the things you love, love the things worth fighting for
i’m strong, but i break, i’m stubborn, yeah and i make plenty of mistakes
people aren..t afraid of saying "i love you" they're afraid of hearing the response
sometimes no matter how much you like someone, their just not good for you
absence makes the heart grow fonder, but it sure does make the rest of you lonely
sometimes, the questions are simple, but the answers are complicated
happiness is the secret to all beauty. there is no beauty that is attractive without happiness
the opposite of love isn't hate; it's indifference
there are millions of people out there, but in the end it all comes down to one
everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts
there are some people who hit your life so hard, they left a stain on your future
at some point, we realize that everything is not what we expected it to be, as hurtful as that may be
the truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained
the ability to get back up depends on the number of times you've been knocked down
if you don't open up to the people that love you, you'll always be alone
the little things, sometimes they're worth so much more than what they seem; they're all that matter
life moves pretty fast; If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it
the important thing is not to stop questioning; curiosity has its own reason for existing
the past can hurt, but the way i see it: you either run from it or learn from it
If you want to hear the truth, listen to the heart, because it doesn't know how to lie
sometimes, when you care about someone you have to think of them before yourself
life is all about change. sometimes it's painful. sometimes it's beautiful. but most of the time it's both
maybe the best thing to do is stop figuring our where youre going, & just enjoy where youre at
advice is what we ask when we know the answer, but wish we didnt
a woman is like a tea bag-you never know how strong she is until she gets in hot water
truth is painful. deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home
friendship isn't being inseperable, it's being seperated and knowing nothing will change
experience is a hard teacher. It gives you the test first and the lesson later
i know that not everyone will like me, but this is who i am, and if u dont like it, tough
that's the thing about jealousy; it chews at your soul, and it doesn't stop until you let go if you search your heart and listen to its instructions, you'll end up where you belong
worrying is a waste of time. it messes with your mind and steals your happiness
love is something eternal. the aspect may change, but not the essence
we’re all bizarre.Some of us are just better at hiding it
a best friend is a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world
time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on
friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows
death ends a life, not a relationship
if people talk behind your back, it's because you're ahead of them
so I will run, until my feet don't touch the ground; as the waves carry me out, keep listening
i wish that some great days didn't have to end
when you finally stop aiming for perfection, you realize that it was a moving target all along
most people are stronger than they know; they just forget to believe in it sometimes
mistakes are painful, but they're the only way to tell who you really are
people should just fall in love with their eyes closed; don't look; it's magic
althought we adore men indivually, we agree that as a group they are rather stupid
i love to sleep but i really hate waking up early
i wish people didn't have to die; so we can show them importance of living
don't pity the dead. pity the living, and above all, those who live without love
drink triple, see double, act single, if you don't remember; it never happened
you dropped a note and we changed key, you changed yourself and I changed me
you will always be a part of my life: a happy memory, a good laugh, a tear or two; i won't forget you
if you lie, you don't deserve to have friends
the trouble with society is they point out every flaw in people, instead focusing on the good in people
lets stand on the rooftops and scream our hearts out, because we just dont care anymore
they say that good things happen over time, but really great things happen in the blink of an eye
her eyes are the brightest of all the colors; i dont wanna ever love another
sometimes the best conversation you have, is one where you dont talk at all
you can't change who people are without destroying who they were
sometimes the feeling you start to have again is the feeling you never stopped having
things start for a reason and they end for a reason, too
either you say too much or not enough and in the end, they're gone
i love to sit and watch fireworks with the ones i love
smile. let everyone know that today you're a lot stronger than you were yesterday
the entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person
only those who attempt the absurd achieve the impossible
life offers you a thousand chances, all you have to do is take one
sometimes the happiest people you know are the saddest people you will ever meet
love never walks away; people do
the opposite of love isn't hate; its indifference
the sooner you know who you are, and what you want, the less you'll let things upset you
sometimes just holding hands is like holding on to everything amazing in your life
i will never ever forget my first kiss and the way i felt when it happened
its better to have a pocket full of regrets than to never have lived
the silence may be suffocating, but the words could be worse
love doesnt require you to be perfect; love requires you to forgive
i'm not afraid to die; it's the living part that scares the hell out of me
no one gets to live life backwards, look ahead, that's where it all happens
people do things every day they know will kill them, but that doesn't mean they want to die
sometimes, we wait too long for things that are never going to come
it's good to miss someone sometimes, even if it hurts your heart
i prefer trust, honesty, and love to beauty, body, and lust
sometimes, you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others
look in the past only to remember, never to regret; look in the future only to dream, never to forget
things happen in life that you can't stop, but that doesn't mean you should shut the world out
if you give up on what you want, its a short walk to disappointment
slowly as the years go on, you lose the friends you never thought you would
i've come to realize that people are just people, and none of them should make you nervous
love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop
sometimes, when you cant change someone, you start to learn how to deal with it
there is no one else in the world that is like you; isn't that amazing
too many people miss the silver lining because theyre expecting gold
its impossible to please everyone, so i suggest we all stop trying to do just that
the worst battle is between what you know and how you feel
sometimes, your brain gets in the way of what your heart really wants to say
i'm afraid to show you who i really am because if i do; you might not like it and thats all i've got
no matter how serious life gets, you still gotta have that one person you can be stupid with
appreciate the good times but dont take the worst for granted. you only get so many second chances
some people never get over their first loves. they spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill
an artist is somebody who produces things that people don't need to have
employees make the best dates; you don't have to pick them up and they're always tax-deductible
the most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet
if you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything
i am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful
it's easy to fall in love; the hard part is finding someone to catch you
imagine waking up one morning and finding a piece of yourself you didn't even know existed
i'm the type of girl who will burst out laughing at something that happened yesterday
looking for a perfect girl? go buy yourself a barbie doll
there is nothing pretty about skin and bones; you need to have some junk in the trunk
the spaces between your fingers were made so someone else could fill them
when it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
it’s much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into friendship
best friends are sisters that destiny forgot to give us
romance is the glamour that turns the dust of everyday life into a glittery haze
i'm not a bitch; i just have low bullshit tolerance
real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than you love yourself
wentzxxpete

My Interests

i really like to draw even though i suck, make graphics, talk to my best freind on the phone. hang out and have a good time, bowling, the movies, shopping, doing my hair and makeup, color people's hair. listening to music, sleep. party, dance, go on road trips to places, travel, laying in the sun, swimming, play board games, talk to my friends on the computer, doing things on myspace, and so much moreee.

I'd like to meet:

Pete Wentz

Music:

30 seconds to mars, alanis morissette, annie lenox, aerosmith, a change of pace, all star, the academy is, acceptance, akon, all american rejects, alien ant farm, amber pacific, anna nalick, aqualung, augustana, avenged sevenfold, barenaked ladies, blaque, backstreet boys, big city rock, bloodhound gang, blackstreet, blue october, bob markley, boys like girls, breaking benjamin, frou frou, buckcherry, bullet for my valentine, cobra starship, caesars, carttel, christina augilera, carlos santana, the classic crime, coheed and cambria, craig david, daft punk, def leopard, the darkness, eisley, emanuel, escape the fate, fall out boy, the faint, faith evans, fefe dobson, frontline, five for fighting, flyleaf, forgive durden, family force 5, gary jules, goo goo dolls, gorillaz, graham colton band, green day, gwen stefani, gym class heroes, him, head automatica, hellogoodbye, hinder, hoobastank, hot hot heat, the hush sound, imogen heap, jeffree star, james blunt, jem, jet, justin timberlake, kelly clarkson, kelly osbourne, the killers, lady sovereign, lfo, lil jon, lily allen, living things, llyod banks, mayday parade, maroon five, meg and dia, michael jackson, mike doughty, my chemical romance, nerd, nelly furtado, nirvana, number one gun, october fall, ok go, panic at the disco, papa roach, paramore, pat benatar, pink, the pink spiders, puddle of mud, plain white t's, plumb, the postal service, pussycat dolls, quietdrive, the roconteurs, red, red jumsuit apparatus, rick james, the rocket summer, ryan cabera, savage garden, saving jane, shakira, shiny toy guns, silverstein, something corperate, soul decision, the sounds, spice girls, strata, the streets, sugar ray, sugarcult, the used, taking back sunday, the veronicas, the medic droid, t-pain, the ramones, tommmy tutone, the rolling stones, third eye blind, toyko rose, the higher, under the influence of giants, vanilla ice, weird al yankovic, young love... ect.

Movies:

okay my all time favorite movies are across the universe, juno, all disney movies, awake, queen of the damned, hitch, transformers, the holiday, blood and chocolate,titanic, pirates of the caribbean, grease, wedding crashers, a knights tale, my neighbor totoro, the breakfast club, edward scissorhands, pretty in pink, howls moving castle, and many more

Television:

scrubs, miami ink, celebrity rehab, greys anatomy, drake and josh, a shot at love, pimp my ride, next, score, scrubs, gene simmons family jewels, trl, i love the 80's, george lopez, two and a half men, yes dear, big bang theory videos on mtv and trl, theres alot more just can't think right now.

Books:

the heroin diaries by nikki sixx

Heroes:

My all time hero would have to be my best friend Ashleigh Hiller. She is the most amazing person I have ever met in my life, we go through everything together whether it's good or bad I know she’s there when I need her the most. Ashleigh’s probably the only person in this universe who can understand me. When I’m with her I have the best times of my life, she brings out this other side of me that I never knew I had. You’re the one person that can make me smile and laugh on the days that I hate the world, just the littlest things you do or say make me extremely happy. Everyday with you is like an adventure, your always telling me something that I didn’t know. I cherish everything you do for me, you don’t need to buy me things or take me places, just knowing I have someone who will listen to me is the best thing I could ever ask for and I want you to know that. I hope that nothing ever comes between us because I’m so thankful you’re my friend, I can‘t imagine my life if I never met you. As we get older I know our friendship will grow stronger and stronger, because I want you to always be in my life to help me through the difficult times. I honestly owe everything to you, if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be here right now, you’re the motivation that keeps me going. I just really want you to know how much you mean to me, I don’t know what I would do without you. Being in a relationship with you is probably the best thing that will ever happen to me, no one else will make me feel the way you do. When you look into my eyes I can see how much love and devotion you truly have for me, and that just overwhelms me with joy. I will never regret anything that we do together because the times we share are so precious to me, I know that I want to spend the rest of my life being with you and only you. I don’t know how many times I could possibly tell you this but; I fucking love you with all my heart.
Samantha and Ashleigh
12/1/07- Forever

Michael Jacob Mase you were probably the most amazing boy I have ever talked too in my life and even though I never got the chance to meet you , I just wanted to say how much you mean to me. You have a special place in my heart, I didn’t just consider you one of my really good friends, but you also seemed like a brother to me. I cherish all the things you’ve ever given to me, and I look back and I think about the days we used to talk for hours about something crazy, and I miss the way you would call Ashleigh every time we were on the phone. There’s so many things that I’ll never forget about you and I wish I had gotten the opportunity to meet with you because it would have been the best day of my life. But I just wanted to tell you thanks for everything you’ve ever done for me, you truly were an amazing boy, you always knew the right thing to do or say, you could always put a smile on my face, or brought tears to my eyes, you were always there to talk when I needed someone. We will never forget the way you affected our lives, and changed us into better people, we love and miss you.
Rest in Peace 1/22/85 - 3/5/07
Stephanie Rose Piorkowski you’re the best sister I could ever ask for, your just crazy, fun loving, and great to be around, you always seem to know how to make me laugh. I especially enjoy when you, me, and Ashleigh hang out, those are some of the best nights of my life and I’ll never forget them as long as I live. Steph, me and you share a bond that is like no other, and that’s what I really cherish the most. I share so many memories with you I laugh just thinking about some of the crazy things we used to do. Stephanie I know I don’t tell you that often but I’m really blessed to have you as my sister, you’re an awesome remodel and I look up to for so many things, you’ve come such a long way and your going to live such an amazing life and become so successful, I’m so very proud of you. I just want to tell you that you mean more than the world to me and if something ever happened to you, I don’t know what I would do without you. I love you so much, and thanks for everything you’ve ever done for me.
Jacob and David you both are really awesome guys, you both have special places in my heart and you’re simply the best valentines I could ever ask for. I know it seems like I don’t know you that well, and I know that I never met you and I hope that dream will one day become a reality, but as silly as it seems you guys feel like brothers to me. Your both loving and caring people and your always their to offer me advice when I need it, you can always say something that will bring a smile to my face or that can make me laugh for what seems like forever. Jacob I especially would like to say thank you, since everything happened with Michael you’ve been a really supportive friend and you’ve been there to talk when I needed to express my feelings, it means more than the world that you sit and listen to me. You remind me of Mike in so many ways, it makes me happy when I talk to you, even if we barely say anything at all. You and David have great potential, you can do anything with your life and you just need to keep working hard to get to your dreams. Promise me that you’ll never change?
I love you both!
Dakota Rivero you are probably one of the coolest girls in Chicago that I know. When I think about the first time we met over the internet it makes me laugh because I never thought we would still be friends for this long. You are one really unique individual and you make me laugh all the time, I cherish all of our crazy, weird, and random conversations we’ve had over the years. One day when in doubt I will get to Chicago and we will have one wicked time together, I promise you that. But for now we’re just going to keep talking and getting to know each other more everyday. I also want to say thanks for sticking with me for this long and being a really awesome friend, you can always cheer me whenever I’m down and you always know what to say when your helping me with my problems. Dakota our friendship is going to last for a long time and I just want you to know that I love you and I’m here to talk if you need anything!
B-hizzle I seriously don’t think I know anyone more obsessed with Cute Is What We Aim For, you know so much about them it amazes me. Well anyway to get to the point all I have to say is that your truly amazing. You are such a kind and humble person and you always keep your word about everything. You listen to me whenever I need someone to talk too and try and solve my problems to the best of your ability. Also you make me laugh like crazy, we have all but good times together and some weird inside jokes that not many people understand but that’s fine by me. I consider you one of my very good friends, you support me and I’ll always support you. Some of the things you say or do give me a totally different outlook on life and to me that’s such a powerful thing for someone to posses. You honestly deserve the best in life and I know that you’ll become such a successful person. I Love You!

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I’ve realized the meaning of love.

Love-1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.2. A fee...
Posted by miss samantha sabotage. on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:59:00 PST