I want to make a difference in the world one day. I hope. i claim to be realistic but sometimes i just want to live in a state of perpetual idealism. Its better to be optimistic than to face the reality of hurt. I believe i'm a hopeless romantic. I hate being stuck in a rut. I like knowing what im going to do next, i hate being alone. I'm outgoing but i'm so shy. My bluntness tends to get me in trouble. But i prefer people being upfront with me than bullshitting to my face. i don't like ignorant people. I wish i was smarter. I dont feel like im the right age or in the right era. living during the civil rights movement would have been amazing and inspirational.
it takes alot for me to cry but i act like a baby all the time. I need someone to love me. i dont hesitate when it comes to helping my friends, (within reason of course).I love gays, wife, being dumb with PErot and BUI and Meme And chris and not revealing DARK secrets on camping trips. SOmetimes i get scared in the dark. One day i will have children and love them more than they will ever know. My parents are the best thing that could have ever happened to me. FAVIAN and Emily are my ray of light. they are the hope and joy this world deserves. HUGo is an inspiration, i just wish he could find the happiness and compassion he deserves. Edith and Erika are strong woman that make me proud.
I HAD a fear of commitment. everyone who has come and gone through has given me the strength and endurance to take on the life. im hoping to be able to inspire u.Click Here For Myspace Layouts !.. begin code provided by createblog.com --
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