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About Me


my name is holly
I'm a pierced, tattoed, ex-pescatarian [starting to rethink that decision]. I am a full time mommy to a fantastic little guy named Aiden. He's probably the coolest kid ever. [yeah, I said it.]
I have a huge passion for art...I draw, sketch, doodle whenever I get a spare moment to myself. As soon as my headphones are on and my pen touches my paper.. I lose all track of time & my surroundings turn into a blur.
life is beautiful;
and im learning how to love every second of it. lately ive realized that life is whatever you make of it. you cant let yesterday consume all of today, or there will never be any progress or gain for tomorrow. i aspire to be nothing more than happy in this life time. as long as im doing what brings contentment to my life, i will have found my purpose. i find myself to be a creature of tragedy by nature, but not in the sense that im indefinitely pessimistic. i know that pain and suffering go hand in hand with love and faith. someday i will find the balance to my light, and dark.
♥I'm an old fashioned gal. I was raised to believe that men dig up the corpses and women have the babies.♥

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Friends are always welcome in my life. Life is much better with them.
Maynard James Keenan
Sophia Boutella
Alphonse Mucha
Banksy
El Chivo
Kris Markovich
Freddie Mercury
Vincent Price & Dali.
Also
Ferran Adria & Marc Veyrat.
Whoever is behind secret wall tattoos
oh and Frankie blue eyes.

[RESTinPEACE.w.r.u.h.]

You will be forever missed by many.
<3
The Integratron.

My Blog

so many memories...

..its makes my throat ache. God, I miss last summer. Integratron.. I need you back in my life.plus some others.I need to go get lost in the desert again.
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 09:40:00 GMT

hypochondria at work.

Take a deep breath and dive in girl. Don't let them swallow you whole.Stay in your hole and stay focused.(No problem.)
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 09:11:00 GMT

Spring is coming soon.

 blooming green shrubs and their purple bulbs opening up.. & a box of nasal decongestant. I love it.. minus that last part.
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:43:00 GMT

its time..

to live vicariously through all my pregnant friends! No babies for us! ..but YAY babies for my friends!*dances a little Irish jig*
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 12:53:00 GMT

..it just so happens..

..that every little piece I have found so far is starting to come together. im not too sure what to think of this.
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 22:30:00 GMT

Science has never drummed up quite as effective a tranquilizing agent as a sunny spring day.

the sweet chirps from the birds, the cool misty morning air down by the golf course, the soul warming sun in the afternoons and clear, sparkly skies at night.. the kind of night where you can point ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 14:00:00 GMT

Rosebushes and stargazing lilies.

There are so many things I wanted to write out.. but can't seem to find them anywhere in my memory bank. I went to sleep hurting last night..dreamt of you.. and now... its as if you never left me...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 11:32:00 GMT

starting over.

...but at least its at the same speed and more importantly, the right speed as you.  
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:55:00 GMT

After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.

  Crimson.. like when you look towards the sun through closed eyelids on a summer afternoon.
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 09:57:00 GMT

your sweet sweet blandishment.

  At least I can fall back onto the earnest plea in your voice and not the artificial promise in your eyes.    
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:24:00 GMT