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John the Bastard

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About Me



I AM AN ARTIST THAT CANNOT PICK A MEDIUM.
I COOK, AND LIKE IT!
I SUDDENLY FIND MYSELF HIDING IN THE DARKNESS AGAIN, BUT I AM SURE IT WILL PASS.
SO FAR, THE ONLY FEMALE TO NOT LEAVE ME IS MY WOLF.
I FIND MYSELF KNOWING MORE THAN I THOUGHT I DID, YET FAR LESS THAN I SHOULD.
LEFT ON MY OWN, I TEND TO PROCRASTINATE...
I GENERALLY IGNORE THE WHITE CLOCK, AS I WORK ON INDIAN TIME

I LIKE TO GET LOST IN PLACES WHERE HUMANITY IS, BUT MOST OF THE TWO LEGGEDS JUST MISS.
HIDING IN PLAIN SIGHT IS EASIER THAN YOU MIGHT THINK.
I'M REALLY NO ONE YOU WANT TO DEAL WITH.
NOTHING IS MORE OF AN ILLUSION THAN WHAT YOU READ INTO WHAT YOU SEE, WHEN YOU SEE ME.
I AM A RED NECK, PUNK ROCKER. FIGURE THAT ONE OUT.
I TEAR MYSELF APART BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE EVER COULD.
I HAVE MORE PROBLEMS THAN A MENTAL HOSPITAL.
I TRY NOT TO KILL TOO MANY PEOPLE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES.
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My Interests

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I DO NOT HAVE MUCH USE FOR MOST OF HUMANITY.
I AM AND WILL BE AN INSUFFERABLE BASTARD.
AT THIS TIME APPLICATIONS FOR FRIENDSHIP...
AND PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING ELSE WILL BE FILED IN THE CIRCULAR FILE.

I SEE LITTLE HOPE OF ACHIEVING A CALM INSIDE MY CHAOS FILLED HEAD.
I AM A BROKEN MAN.
FAR MORE DAMAGED THAN ANYONE WANTS TO OR NEEDS TO DEAL WITH.
I WILL CHEW YOU UP AND SPIT YOU OUT.
MY BLOOD IS BLACK TAR.
MY HEART IS TURNING TO STONE.
MY HAIR IS TURNING GRAY AND FALLING OUT SLOWLY.
I SHED MORE SKIN IN ONE DAY THAN MOST DO IN A LIFETIME.
I AM RAW, SEETHING MADNESS.
GOOD LUCK.

AND YET...
I DO BELIEVE THERE IS LIGHT
SOMEONE WHO WON'T RUN AWAY

My Blog

mental lax

currently watching episode one of season two of jericho.
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 19:17:00 GMT

without patience

i wish i could make the paint dry faster! that's all, nothing earth shattering...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 22:16:00 GMT