in a life so utterly worthless we may find an inner light refracted from the heart and mind of the soul, and know that there is a way out of this monogamy. a light so pure and refreshing that it makes the utter emotions of our being seem worthless and disused. people cannot understand this intrinsic power, how it glows inside our souls when we most need help. Apathy, Sensuality, Angst, teen emotions that make us so down, and upset or angry that we cut our souls to find a way out, when the right way is to leave ourselves alone and focus on the beauty of it all, and know we are not alone in this struggle....
a life seems shallow when you realise you've lost something or someone special, but if it was so special, why is it lost? People dont just leave if they love you enough! If they say they love you enough to leave you alone, dont believe them, they are telling you a lie so saturated with other people's problems, or their own, that it cuts deeper than a knife to the heart. You may cry a thousane tears, or feel like cutting your wrists with the sharpest blade you can find, but its pointless...
Bit of relevant info for all those who know me and for those who've just added me and want to know me;... 1. i love skateboarding
2. i love being in a band and rocking out places like tjs and doing other awesome gigs (but im not in a band anymore so someone sign me up pleeeease)
3. i love lazing around with someone who cares for me as much as i care for her
HOPESFALL lyrics
