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OJ

Those who have crossed/With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom/Remember us -- if at all -- not as

About Me

I am astonishingly less nice than people assume I am. I can't seem to get past it, and it doesn't help that I find myself being nice due to the influence of those who insist, beyond all rationality, that I am a very loving, caring person.No, not really. It's more like I'm two conflicting people: one unpleasant and the other not. Which really isn't unique at all.Sometimes my dreams eat me alive.

My Interests

People are really the most interesting things you could hope for.I like bees.

I'd like to meet:

Some of my online friends, a few characters in novels, and Pyramidhead from Silent Hill 2.

Music:

Guess. I like my band, but not some of the members.

Books:

I'm not going to list them all. I spend a retarded amount of time reading.

Heroes:

eBaum's World Sucks

My Blog

A short, short update.

Believe me, I know you deserve better than this. We got married.  Nobody got mad, everything went smoothly.  It was the low-key event we'd hoped for. The band is back together. There's be...
Posted by OJ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:48:00 PST

God's Away on Business

I'd sell your heart to the junkman babyFor a buck, for a buckIf you're looking for someone to pull you out of that ditchYou're out of luck, you're out of luckShip is sinkingThe ship is sinkingThe ship...
Posted by OJ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 06:50:00 PST

Kitty news via Derek

A few weeks ago my kitty started having some serious problems, that seemed to happen quite quickly. It was getting impossible to get her to eat. She was very weak, and didn't even have the strength to...
Posted by OJ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 06:49:00 PST

Eee! Engaged!

Well, technically, we've been all set on the fact that we're getting married this coming August for the past five years. We decided we wanted to get married at the ten-year mark of our dating anniver...
Posted by OJ on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:05:00 PST

Love forever love is free

My cat Sasha died yesterday at around 6:30 in the morning.  She was 18 years old.  This is literally the hardest thing I've ever written. My dad called me and told me that there was somethi...
Posted by OJ on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 08:16:00 PST

Kind Sir: These Woods

"For a man needs only be turned around oncewith his eyes shut in this world to be lost...Nottil we are lost....do we begin to find ourselves."Thoreau, Walden Kind Sir:  This is an old gamethat we...
Posted by OJ on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 10:57:00 PST

Sleep quotes (Or, I'm starting to think I'm possessed)

Me:  Drink right through me, and you'll see a ghost.Him:  A ghost?Me:  Boo, a ghost.Him:  Drink right through what?Me:  Drink right through me!  Drink right through me! *...
Posted by OJ on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:13:00 PST

God's Love

Striking at mental apparitionsLike a drunk on a vacant streetSilently beset by the hands of timeIndelicate in its furyAn aberrant "crack" as skeletons yieldTo unrelenting gravityWhile viruses prowl fo...
Posted by OJ on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 06:01:00 PST