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I'm Bipolar and a friend sent me this song that reminds me of me."I Am Loco"Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside Something I could never be will guide me to the new Light Frustrated Sedated I pray to myselfGod please Don't take away from meThe only fucking thing That I learned to believe I am becoming the monster You promised to keep him away Now I feel like he's living in me!!!Anyway, I could never ever be What you think is right for me Are things that I will not believe I want to start a new life Get myself a sharp knife Look into my own life Kill things I don't like in meBut sometimes I feel OK And think I'm unique You always try to critique I turn my back on it anyway Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker! I am loco! Te falta un poco! To get your ass in a choke-hold!Just kill me - I can't breathe I am guiding myself right to the end I can't learn - come to terms With the sickness that makes me crash and burnI'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf Life is not forever But if life will stay together I would have a friend in my depression, have an endBut I've been thinking And thinking always gets me into trouble But since I have a double personality I wasn't me you see Now I'm a refugee And everything inside of me is just a part of my Disease!!!Just kill me - I can't breathe I am guiding myself right to the end I can't learn - come to terms With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Laura Ann Birthday: September 26 Birthplace: Atlanta, Ga Current Location: Cave Spring, Ga Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5' 3 3/4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: Scotish The Shoes You Wore Today: bare feet Your Weakness: Chinese and Italian Food Your Fears: Snakes, Spiders, Rats, Heights Your Perfect Pizza: Extra cheese, ground beef, extra mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Buy my own home Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn Stepkids! Let me sleep! (I work nights) Your Best Physical Feature: eyes Your Bedtime: usually between 9am and 10:30am Your Most Missed Memory: sitting with my grandmother in her rocking chair Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew or Coke McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ugg! neither! Only fresh brewed Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Smoke: never Do you drink: hardly ever Do you Swear: yes although I try not to Do you Sing: Yep, but only when I'm alone Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Been there, but would like to go back Do you want to get Married: I am married Do you belive in yourself: no Do you get Motion Sickness: yes, I can drive anything... tractor trailer, tour bus, bus, but don't ask me to ride in one Do you think you are Attractive: not really but my husband does (loves blind) Are you a Health Freak: no Do you like Thunderstorms: love them In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: one wine cooler In the past month have you Smoked: Nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: the hospital gave me morphine In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not a box! but one or two In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yes Ever been called a Tease: yes Ever been Beaten up: No Ever Shoplifted: yes (as a kid) Ever flashed someone: yes How do you want to Die: Yes but I've always been very depressed. I even tried as a teen What do you want to be when you Grow Up: to be able to pay my bills What country would you most like to Visit: Austrailia In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue Favourite Hair Color: Dark Short or Long Hair: Short Height: doesn't matter Weight: not skinny Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter as long as it's not baggy or gangster looking Number of Drugs I have taken: None! Number of CDs I own: IDK Number of Piercings: left ear 4, right ear 3 Number of Tattoos: 1 on my ankle but I want another Number of things in my Past I Regret: not finishing college Pet(s): 4 dogs; 2 Chihuahuas (Sara and Zoey), 1 Cocker Spaniel (Copper), 1 Springer Spaniel (Corey) Places you have been: 47 of the lower 48 (missing South Dakota), Mexico, and Canada Lake or Beach: Beach Kids or no Kids: 2 stepkids, I want my own Are you on Mobsters or Heroes: Both Pet Peeves: people chomping ice, kids with no manners, boys in baggy ass pants (they look like they took a dump in them)