The unlucky are nothing more than a frame of reference for the lucky. You are unlucky, so I may know that I am. Unfortunately the lucky never realizes they are lucky until it's too late. Take yourself for instance; yesterday you were better off than you are off today but it took today for you to realize it. But today has arrived and it's too late. You see? People are never happy with what they have. They want what they had, or what others have. The grass is always greener on the other side. - The Rabbi.
I am in love with Richard James Des Forges. Despite our pasts,
he is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can gladly
say that I hope he is my "Always and Forever." ♥
My only fear in life is that I will be inadequate for those around me, that I am just not going to be good enough.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can’t handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
♥
It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than completely boring.
I will let you down.
I will disappoint you.
But I will never cheat you or cheat on you.
I will never be jealous of you.
I will never think that I am better than you.
I will never convince myself that I am better than anyone.
I am surrounded by people that love me, and that is all I will ever need in my life.
It's all make believe, isn't it?