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...A Long Awaited Silence...

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About Me

//Insane//Cuddly//Affectionate//Lover Not Hater//Cheap//Fan of Darkness//Writer//Lazy//Loves Eyeliner//Can't Dance//Poetic//Good with Words//Hates to be Alone//Skinny//Loves Holding Hands//Bisexual//Cries Too Much//Funny Laugh//Unique//Grammar Nazi//Forgiving//Open Minded//Crazy//Melodramatic//Yet I Can't Act//Loves Law and Order//Sings in the shower//Eats too much//dislikes sports//Ex-Vegetarian//bipolar//Lovable//Bites//Bites Hard//
I am easy to hurt. I hurt myself. I am a constant dissapointment. I didn't mean to hurt you. I hate making people cry. I'd rather be unhappy than cause some one else to be unhappy. I'm giving. I'm selfless. I regret nothing. When I was little I sang my mother to sleep. I was never a child. I'm more mature than my age suggests. I don't like liars. I don't like it when I lie. My conscience is worse to me than you could ever be. I suffer from depression and it's probably not your fault. Probably. I've been in love and it's been the most painful experiance ever. I don't fall in love easily, but when I do I mean it. I'm a flirt, but my intention is never to hurt you. I like attention, maybe too much. I'm not shy in the least. I love to hear I'm beautiful but I'll rarely believe you. I take pictures constantly and am always writing. My brain never stops, not even when I sleep. I write everything down in a composition book. I make no sense. I cry for no reason. Sometimes I hate myself, no... usually. I hate no one but myself. If something goes wrong it's probably my fault. I push people away when they get too close. People are attracted to me the moment they meet them, and no I'm not being full of myself. I think girls are beautiful. I think girls are catty and cruel. Everything has a good and a bad side, you just need to decide if the good is worth the bad. I don't think I'm worth your time. I have alot of friends, or atleast I used to think so. It's the true ones that stick around. I have more guy friends than girls, and I've dated most of them. I'm not a player, I'm just lonely and needy. I've only ever had two boyfriends I haven't kept as friends. I am very accepting and love meeting people. I love music and concerts, but I get anxiety attacks in large groups. I love cuddling, yet I hate people touching me all the time. I contradict myself. But who doesn't?
+LIKES+
Left over pasta
Kittens
Matching bras and underwear
Eyeliner
Suspense movies
Piercings
Tattoos
The color green
Stuffed animals
Lillies
Kisses
Hugs
Meeting new people
Cheese
Bass guitars
Polka dots
Stars
My cats
Rummy cube
Law and Order
Espresso
Photography
Boys
W.o.W.
Girls
Eating
Singing
Romance Novels
Poetry
Eyeshadow
Bubble baths
Cuddling
Dead roses
Flan
Cold Case
Laughter
Sleeping
Eggplant parmesan subs
Knitting
Diablo II
Shoes
Modeling
Multi-tasking
Raspberries
Skinny boys
-DISLIKES-
Yawns
Poor grammar
Making people sad
Brussle sprouts
Heat
Dirt under my nails
Unclean hair
Country music
Oprah
Watered down coffee
Gas prices
School
Lies
Being bored
Politicians
Breakfast
Very large dogs
Scenesters
Clashing clothing
Purses
Losing things
Cleaning the litter box
Cooking
Acting
Sports
Failure
My mother crying
Bug bites
Sun
Orange
The smell of peanut butter
Crying for no reason
Medication
Being drunk
Phones
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone worth while. Just people with common intrests or an open mind.