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About Me

"This is very important -- to take leisure time. Pace is the essence. Without stopping entirely and doing nothing at all for great periods, you're gonna lose everything. Whether you're an actor, anything, a housewife...there has to be great pauses between highs, where you do nothing at all. You just lay on a bed and stare at the ceiling. This is very, very important...just to do nothing at all, very, very important. And how many people do this in modern society? Very few. That's why they're all totally mad, frustrated, angry and hateful. ln the old days, before I was married, or knew a lot of women, I would just pull down all the shades and go to bed for three or four days. I'd get up to shit. I'd eat a can of beans, go back to bed, just stay there for three or four days. Then I'd put on my clothes and I'd walk outside, and the sunlight was brilliant, and the sounds were great. I felt powerful, like a recharged battery. But you know the first bring-down? The first human face I saw on the sidewalk, I lost half my charge right there. This monstrous, blank, dumb, unfeeling face, charged up with capitalism -- the "grind." And you went "Oooh! That took half away." But it was still worth it, I had half left. So, yeah, leisure. And I don't mean having profound thoughts. I mean having no thoughts at all. Without thoughts of progress, without any self-thoughts of trying to further yourself. Just...like a slug. It's beautiful." Charles BukowskiMyspace Extended Network Banners
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Have no fear For when I'm alone I'll be better off than I was beforeI've got this light I'll be around to grow Who I was before I cannot recallLong nights allow me to feel... I'm falling...I am falling The lights go out Let me feel I'm falling I am falling safely to the ground Ah...I'll take this soul that's inside me now Like a brand new friend I'll forever knowI've got this light And the will to show I will always be better than beforeLong nights allow me to feel... I'm falling...I am falling The lights go out Let me feel I'm falling I am falling safely to the ground.. (Mike laughing at Eli rocking out to Mikes sick Alive solo!)Underneath this smile lies everything all my hopes, anger, pride and shame................................make myself a pact, not to shut doors on the past just for today,... I am free......................................I will not lose my faith It's an inside job today..........................................I know this one thing well,...I used to try and kill love, it was the highest sin breathing insecurity out and in...............................Searching hope, I'm shown the way to run straight pursuing the greater way for all,... human light..........................How I choose to feel,... Is how I am........................ How I choose to feel,... Is how I am........... ...........................I will not lose my faith It's an inside job today..........................................Holding on, the light of night On my knees to rise and fix my broken soul...................................Again................ ..........Let me run into the rain To be a human light again..............................Let me run into the rain To shine a human light today...............................Life comes from within your heart and desire!!!.. 3 crooked hearts ........... .. .. my namesake and the future of Big Blue

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In a jiffy

just wanted to tell you guys that Mandi has started a new page for this amazing journey and for pics and updates, blogs etc go to www.myspace.com/cycleacrossamerica. I'll be trying to update everythin...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 22:41:00 GMT

Off he goes...

well once again I got the itch for another adventure. This time tho my goal is to do it for a cause and to help others not just for my own piece of my mind and release. Last time I embarked on a missi...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 02:47:00 GMT

Live and Collective Soul

I decided last minute to go see LIVE and Collective Soul tonite at Hammerstein and I got there pretty late, like 7pm not thinking I was gonna get in. I roll up a block away and I see the Pearl Jam typ...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:00:00 GMT

Jesus greets me....looks just like me.....

What to say, what to say....another Pearl Jam tour come and gone and more lifelong lasting memories just carved out. Wow. Its still hard for me to believe to this day the power and the impact one band...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:14:00 GMT

NFL CHAMPS NY GIANTS!!!!

The streak is over and thank fuckin god, cause now I dont have to hear about perfect season, 19 and 0 tee shirts, books and dvd's, non believin critics and all that bullshit the media w...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:15:00 GMT

The Long Road

So its been about a week now that I been in NY and Im still not sure about how I feel about moving BACK here for the 2nd time in the last 5 yrs. Theres a lot I miss and theres things I dont miss. I fe...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 12:37:00 GMT

day7-10

well, made it to GA on Thursday night after a crazy ass night on the road. The night before I rode the dark highway the whole night with the intention of clearing Florida. Did great time and was prett...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 11:58:00 GMT

day 6

ok I still havent finished todays entry but I found another Library here about 30 miles b4 Jacksonville.. and they close at 9! :) well Im gonna try and kick Floridas ass tonite..I think I can be at th...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 17:06:00 GMT

Day 5

woke up today feeling frozen...warm as it was at that church I might have gotten sick...fuckin runny nose and shit..oh well...Just caught a bus to Titusville and now no connections..gotta bike it all ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 12:01:00 GMT

Day 4

Sunday and no football for eli..oh well...I dont find myself caring..I like where Im at rght now...in a way.cause it IS kinda hectic...others would say madness but whatever..to each his own, lol anywa...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:51:00 GMT