Summer has come to an end. |
And it wasn't as tragic as I thought it would be. I laughed more than I cried this summer. I did things that I wanted to do. I danced. I sang. I was loud. I hurt a few people, and a few people hurt me...
Posted by Para Noir on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 06:00:00 PST |
I think that I am going to Vomit. |
I'm going to vomit up something that I've never vomitted up before.
Something that you're not really supposed to vomit up.
I'll trade lives with you, boy. I don't deserve this life that I've been give...
Posted by Para Noir on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 05:18:00 PST |
A closing thought. |
I'm going away to Creation in about 6 hours. I will be gone until Sunday.
Hopefully, this will give me time to re-evaluate my life. Because lately, it just hasn't been making any sense. I have split ...
Posted by Para Noir on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:38:00 PST |
ABOUT MY PREFERRED LIST |
Most of my blogs from now on will be set to preferred list only.
Before you ask me to be on it, realize that this might not be the side of my life that you want to know about.
Realize, that you will b...
Posted by Para Noir on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:24:00 PST |
Happy Mother's Day |
Dear Mommy,
Let me tell you now, that I am SO proud of you. You've been through so much, and so many struggles and trials have come your way. While making yourself stronger, you've made me stronger as...
Posted by Para Noir on Sun, 13 May 2007 09:39:00 PST |
BOYS&GIRLS! |
I have to tell you something.
It's kind of important.
I refuse to be just "another girlfriend"
You do NOT need a significant other to be happy. Honest, can't you settle for just a friend? I can be the...
Posted by Para Noir on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 01:21:00 PST |
You have it all on tape.. |
It was the best night of my life.
It was the night I proclaimed my fame.
It was the night I put the old behind me, and the new in front.
Good things ended, but the better things had just begun.
It was...
Posted by Para Noir on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 03:20:00 PST |
You always told me.. |
You always told me that publicity meant nothing.
You always told me that nobody needed to know but us.
You always told me that you didn't believe in jealousy.
You always told me that the things people...
Posted by Para Noir on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 04:28:00 PST |
Let's just not talk about it.. |
[Each paragraph is about a different boy, except the last one]
Let's not talk about the time we fell asleep on the couch together. Or the time your voice quivered as you told me that you loved me for ...
Posted by Para Noir on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:01:00 PST |
I just don't care. |
About anything anymore. I don't shower. I don't go out. I don't have many friends. I don't care about anyone. I'm barely online anymore.
And I don't care.
I'm losing everyone except the people who try...
Posted by Para Noir on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 06:27:00 PST |
