I don't want to live this lie.. |
Beauty in a corner,Baby all alone,Sinking fatally, sinking fast.Slipping far to the unknown of her past.She cares about her imageShe has so much to hideShe tries so hard to drownThose empty feelings i... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:24:00 PST |
My New Work. |
Old Habits Die Hard...I have fallen victim to my old habitsThe ones that you never knew aboutEveryone thinks I've got it all togetherBut I could give plenty of room for doubtReality doesn't seem quite... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:20:00 PST |
"Alyssa Lies.." |
"Alyssa lies to the classroom,Alyssa lies everyday at school,Alyssa lies to the teachersas she tries to cover every thing.."Alot of things I've done lately.. I regret.. I lost the best friend anyone c... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:25:00 PST |
Have you ever...? |
Have you ever wanted so bad to just write down everything that is going through your head? Have you ever just wanted to scream at the person that is constantly hurting you?Have you ever wanted to tell... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 04:09:00 PST |
October 3rd.. |
Today was pain full.. and I don't know how to describe it..It was both physically and mentally painful.. Only a select few know why.. If your not one of those few.. Don't ask.. Please.. Just know that... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:43:00 PST |
bleh, all good things come to an end sometime right? |
I never felt like this before..Josh is an amazing guy.. He makes me unbelieveably happy..But what gets me down..Is the thought that I have to keep in the back of my mind..He's going off to college..T... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:48:00 PST |
He's My Dork.. |
So, theres this guy..Even though he's my bestfriends brother..He's also my boyfriend..He's a great guy.. and I really like him ^.^Rhiannon tells me that shes so happy about Us((God it feels good to sa... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 05:07:00 PST |
I guess she'll just never understand.. |
I guess I made a mistake.. I thought that maybe this time.. Things would be okay with me.. But once again.. I was wrong.. I thought that this would work.. I thought it would be Perfect.. Then I sta... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 04:00:00 PST |
The Stars Are Bright.. I Might Make A Wish.. Pfft I Don't Believe In That Shit.. |
Man, I'm awake again.. Its 1 AM.. Can you be everything I need you to be? Its just me, and this lovely computer screen.. Its starting to be a strong execration to me.. I can't sleep because of the t... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 12:49:00 PST |
Just came home from the best night ever.. |
I just spent like three hours driving around with my Brother B..
I love riding around with him because theres no reason to worry..
Its like when were out time freezes and yet still goes on..
When I'm... Posted by i'D RATHER FEEL PAiN THEN NOTHiNG AT ALL.. on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 12:57:00 PST |