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About Me

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everyday, every event that happens shapes us all differently. everything we think, do, say, and hear influences us to become what we are. it influences what we create. the world around us is our muse. she can be both beautiful and ugly at the same time.
well im here, doing a 15 month long tour in iraq, the return home should be around november 2007. i really appreciate everyone's support over the last couple of years, but hey, while i am there, i will continue to work on music. so keep checking for updates. also, i will have internet access while i am there, although i dont know how often i can get on, so feel free to contact me. anyway, i love you all and will miss you. got some new gear too. my setup now includes, a roland fantom xa, access virus-c, krog e-mx1, and a laptop with fruityloops, and cubase :) my music is taking a slightly different turn with the new equipment, though, but i think that it is for the better. as soon as i get it onto my computer, i will have it uploaded so you can hear. i hope you enjoy.
anyway well, not really much to me. im 25 from nj/pa(now living in ft bragg nc. the music has a bit of variety to it, some is more like trance, some ebm, some industrial, im into alot of different kinds of electronic music. i also dj hard industrial, hard ebm, noise, synthpop, hard trance( i mean HARD trance) etc.... no manson, no cure, maybe some nin...maybe... ( at least when i spin). also, i am available on aim @ digitalhalo06.

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 22/08/2004
Influences: some of my influences come from a few different types of music, ranging from vnv nation to assemblage 23 to harder sounds like hocico and suicide commando
Sounds Like: some ebm, some industrial, and some of me. sounds i know, sounds i love, composed into a piece organized and arranged by my emotions and brought to life by the innermost being of my existence.
Type of Label: Major

My Blog

im done

well, im giving up the whole music thing, in case anyone is wondering. it seems to be pointless. there is no money to be made, and it takes up too much time to do it all for free. aside from that, no ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 16:20:00 GMT

gear for sale

well, i've decided to sell my equipment. i will take offers for each of the following:access virus-c (signed by bryan of vac, with many of his own presets)roland fantom xa 61korg electribe mx1alesis m...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 20:15:00 GMT

ashes

upon the ashes the sun will rise no tears from heaven to drown the embers that still burn no walls surround me to keep me from harm im left in ruins where my empire once stood tall   the sun stil...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 13:28:00 GMT

hollow

(v1) your eyes are bloodshot your face is blank and pale with no expression your body's just a shell sweating profusely your limbs are shaking hard (and) your body's covered in your own blood and puke...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 15:03:00 GMT

EVERYONE MUST READ

*sigh* one thing that really disappoints me about the whole ebm/industrial scene is somewhat a lack of respect for the artists. the biggest thing is piracy. i havent been affected by this yet, since i...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:17:00 GMT

saddam to be hanged;)

WOOOH!! SADDAM HAS BEEN SENTENCED TO DEATH! ummm, i wonder what this means for tikrit? oh well, i guess i will find out when we go back out. well, i still think that they are being too soft on him, de...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:14:00 GMT

holy shit its hot...kuwait sux

ITS FUCKING HOT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! no lie it was seriously 125 fucking degrees today, and yesterday was almost 130! this place sux...why someone would want to start a civilization here is beyond me... i...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 22:16:00 GMT

number 9?

9 9=18, 8 1=99x3=27, 2 7=99x4=36, 3 6=99x5=45, 4 5=99x6=54, 5 4=99x7=63, 6 3=99x8=72, 7 2=99x9=81, 8 1=99x10=90, 9 0=99x11=99, 9 9=18, 8 1=99x12=108, 1 0 8=99x13=117, 1 1 7=99x14=126, 1 2 6=99x15= 135...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 13:22:00 GMT

heart surgery over

hy, just wanted to say that my surgery went well. i had some nerve tissue removed from my heart that was causing a fucked up rhythm. it wasn't open heart surgery, bit was actually done intravenailly. ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 18:04:00 GMT

the end????

well, everything in the near future is going to SUCK!! maybe... i've got heart surgery coming up in june, plus a year long deployment in iraq. cant really say much about that other than that it will p...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 06:18:00 GMT