I'll love you if you let me.

About Me

This is me - future dead rockstar. And this is my family.
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there are some important things about me. a few you might even want to know.
I carry a Hello Kitty backpack with me at all times
I hate most people, I wish they would go away
I'm a hopeless romantic, but terrified of intimacy
I hate myself
I don't know exactly what my sexuality is. But I Yes, I quite often say, "I'm having a lesbian month."
I have few friends, and I prefer it that way. I love them, they inspire me.
I believe I'm destined to change the world with art
I'm an aspiring photographer
My parents have forbidden me to have a myspace
I want a relationship so badly, it hurts.
I get my hopes up a lot
I'm a trained singer
I have a BIG crush on someone
I'm a narcisist, completely preoccupied with how I look
I dye my hair more than you, and if you copy me I'll find a way to make you stop
I lie and I cheat, and I hope that some day someone will see through my bullshit and love me anyway.

My Interests

Photography, among other things

I'd like to meet:

I never really add anyone to this myspace. That's what I tell people, anyway.

I basically love them.

Music:

Marilyn Manson, Alice in Chains, HIM, NIN, Korn, Cypher Rotring, Murder Sounds, Wolf Parade, Flags, Shindig, Alice Cooper, Nirvana, Elliot Smith, Judas Priest, Wilco, Iron & Wine, Radiohead, Bauhaus, Green Carnation, I Am Ghost, Arch Enemy, Blonde Redhead, Portishead, Wolf Mother, Cherry Poppin' Daddies, DJ Tiesto, everything on Lachy's ipod.

Movies:

Wallace and Gromet, Batman, Clockwork Orange, Nightmare Before Christmas, Ed Wood, Pirates of the Carribbean, Edward Scirrorhand, Billy and Joon, Dazed and Confused, Moulan Rouge, Little Miss Sunshine, Pirates of the Carribbean 2, Little Shop of Horrors, Sweet Charity, Debbie Does Dallas

Television:

Monk, Law and Order: SVU, That 70's Show, Will and Grace, Comedy Central Presents, The World Stands Up, Premium Blend

Books:

The Bell Jar, Smashed, To the Lighthouse, I was a Teenage Fairy, Wicked, Mirror Mirror, The Birth of Venus, Angels and Demons, The Davinci Code, She's Come Undone

Heroes:

MK Olsen

My Blog

So much to THINK ABOUT!!!

And if I'm gonna think it, I might as well say it, right? I'm going to Florida, which I guess will be fun. I'm not too excited about being trapped with my dad in another state, but I do l...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:27:00 PST

a fun day

This morning I had therapy at 8:00, which is fun. He couldn't believe how hyper I was. I should warn people that I'm a morning person more often. ^.^I just heard the FUNNIEST THING! ...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 08:15:00 PST

What do you do if....?

There's someone out there claiming they're "taken" by the person who insists they're single and likes you? And the person who insists they're single left a comment yesterday on her myspace that'...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 06:00:00 PST

I don't understand.

HOW can you know you want to be with someone the first time you see them? Even if you're too afraid to talk to them.HOW is it they can keep playing with you, knowing you like them? Can no ...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 09:27:00 PST

my romantic life is DEAD

...and it's so frustrating. It's been dead for so long that I have no hope of reviving it. What's worse? I actually like someone, and that someone might ACTUALLY like me back. ...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:25:00 PST

now she's dead, everyon'e dead.

Well, it's finally happened. I just found out that Barbara died, and it hasn't even hit me yet. I can't imagine life without her. She was the most full-of-life person I've ever met.&...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 02:40:00 PST

sick sick sick sick

kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me ...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 06:39:00 PST

The kissing blog I stole from Alex

Age of first kiss: 11Number of people you've kissed: about 20, that I can remember.French kissing is: fine, as long as it doesn't feel like I'm chugging saliva.The worst kind of kiss is: the no lips/j...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:13:00 PST

What a fun little quiz.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? the one on my forearm is from rollerblading back in the day. 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? clouds and a poster for Rocky Horror Picture Show. 3. WHAT ...
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:48:00 PST

wishful thinking.

I really just want to be a stick. A tiny, little, no tits, no ass stick. MK Olsen. Bones Bones Bones. :(
Posted by I'll love you if you let me. on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:34:00 PST