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i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you.

Well yeah, if we were all like you... I'd wear a helmet

About Me

"I'm just a fucked up girl looking for her own piece of mind, don't assign me yours." - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

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My Interests


Photography, Photoshop, Music: listening to... not playing, cooking, drinking, video games, shopping, painting, being creative period
Shoes!!!!:

Manolo Blahniks Mary Janes

Manolo Blahniks

Jimmy Choo

Manolo Blahniks Tuccio Lace

Giuseppe Zanotti

Dolce & Gabbana

I'd like to meet:

All these fuckers on my play list... and then some!...

Music:


Ludacris
30 Seconds to Mars, 504 Boys, A Perfect Circle, AC/DC, Aerosmith, AFI, Alice in Chains, Anthrax, Audioslave, Baby Huey, The Bangles, Beck, Ben Folds, Ben Harper, Berlin, Beyonce, Billy Idol, Billy Joel, Black Crows, Black Eyed Peas, Black Sabbath, Blind Melon, Bloodbath, Blues Brothers, Blues Travlers, Boa, Bob Seager, Bonecrusher, Breaking Benjamin, 80's CockRock, Byan Adams, Bush, Cake, Collective Soul, Counting Crowns, Cracker, Cranberries, Crowded House, Culture Club, D4L,

Damien Rice
Danzig, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Matthews, Deep Purple, Def Lepord, Dio, Dixie Chicks, DJ Unk, Dokken, Dr Dre, Duran Duran, Dynamite Hack, Edwin McCain, Elton John, Eminem, Eric Carmen Evanesence, Eve 6, Everlast, Faith Hill, Faith No More, Fantomos, Fastball, Filter, Fiona Apple, Frank Sinatra, Frank Zappa, From Autumn to Ashes, George Harrison, Ghetto Boys, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Great White, Greenday, Guns N Roses, Gwen Stefani, Hatebreed, Hed (pe, Hootie and the Blowfish, Iron Maiden, J Kwon, James Blunt, James Taylor, Janes Addiction, Jefferson Airplane, Jefferson Starship, Jerry Lee Lewis, Jimmi Hendrix, Johnny Cash, Jonny Lang

Justin Timberlake
Kayne West, Killswitch Engaged, Korn, Lacunia Coil, Lamb of God, Led Zeppln, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Little Brother, Lollipop Lustkill, Look What I Did!,

Loverboy
Lucero, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, Mastodon, Megadeath, Men Without Hats,

Meshuggah
Metallica, Michael Jackson, Milli Vanilli, Mindless Self Indulgance, Moby, Motor Head, Mr. Mister, Naked Eyes, New Edition, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, Nonpoint, Our Lady Peace, Outkast, Pantera, Pat Benatar, Paul Simon, Pearl Jam, Phil Collins, Pink, Pink Floyd, Prince, Prodigy, Queen, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, REM, Ricky Springfiel, Rob Zombie, Robery PAlmer, Santana, Scandel, Patty Smyth, Sean Kingston, Shakria, Shawn Colvin, Sliverchair, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Sneeker Pimps, Snoop Dogg, Snot, Soul Asylum, Soundgarden,

Stabbing Westward
Stephen Lynch, Steve Miller Band, Stone Temple Pilots, Sumblime, Survivor, System of a down, the beatles, the cure, the frames, the killers, the knack, the pixies, the proclaimers, the verve, the wallflowers, the who, thomas dolby, three 6 mafia, TI, Toms Jones, Tonic, Tool, Toto, T-pain, Tracy Champman, UB40, Velvet Underground, Verve Pipe, Violent Femmes, Warrant, White Lion, Willie Nelson
and about 400 more that I don't feel like typing out.

Movies:



Television:



Books:



Heroes:

My Momma.

She'd kick my ass to see this picture online!!
I do love her so. My daddy, my entire family. I love them so and i'm very lucky to have them.
Steve Irwin, he really lived his life and loved every minute of it. He was a wonderful father, husband and animal conservationist.

My Blog

Random words

I was gonna write a deep blog, and show some insight to my jess-like-brain. But, I got distracted from an IM conversation with my brother and texting with Billie.So, there is a whole blank space for m...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:42:00 PST

Death Day

I had lunch with Ma and Pa Dukes, Macronni Grill. I had pizza, it wasn’t that good. The rest of it is in the fridge, perhaps Billie will find it tasty, and it won’t be money wasted. Lunch ...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:01:00 PST

Long boring blog.

72 posts, 95 comments, 4094 views, and 26 kudos.That’s my myspace blogging "stats" bullshit that is. I love myspace I really do, but do I need to know how um-popular my writing is? No, I guess I...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 12:15:00 PST

birthday dethday

I had the best birthday week -ever- no shit. I don't even know how to get into it really, there is so much to tell.had a fun little shindig, that got nuuuuuuuuuuts, and with only 6 people. and between...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 03:21:00 PST

why i’m 23 again.

okay so you know what?! it's the first birthday i have been excited about since i was 21... and 18... then like 4 so.... i'm gonna show it off, cause if you got it flaunt it... damnit....i'm 23 again....
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:58:00 PST

23... again.

This birthday year has been a doozy. Good, bad, ugly, whatever, it's been shit for a year so... instead of turning 24... i'm gonna do 23 allllllllllllllll over again. It's gonna be bitchin....
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 10:56:00 PST

the thing about relationships.

here is the ting about all relationships, when you enter on, may it be through a friendship then progresses into a romantic one, or if you just so happened to meet eyes in a coffee shop there are thin...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 12:43:00 PST

just because

Stollen from my good friend Brandon QuickJust because I am Covered in tattoos and piercings does NOT mean that Im on drugs. Just because I am Covered in tattoos and piercings does NOT mean that my int...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:26:00 PST

Jasta Beard

Blogging take 5.Today has not been my day for myspace blogging. I've wrote 4 different entries and for one reason or another zero have posted.so let me sum up...i love the movie american history x so ...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 06:06:00 PST

panic relizations

i always thought i was the girl who was cool calm and collective. i'm not. no where close, i loose myself everyday and find myself even less than that. collective... maybe, i you mean, stores eve...
Posted by i.don't.want.to. have.to.kill.you. on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 06:13:00 PST