Chels[ツ]Show Stoppin'[ツ]

You have to go through the rain, to see the rainbow. To be in love, you have to go through all the pain. Well most people grow to be my friend. I love to make people smile, and I'm usually never mean. I do have a temper, you'll know if you try to find out if it's true. Most people don't know, but I grew up in a broken home. I talk about my family as if they're perfect, and to me they are now days. But when I was little, life was hell. I was never abused...but the yelling never stopped. Finally I left my house and my parents learned to grow up and let me move back in. I've never told many people this. There was a really amazing person named Matt who told me one day..."Chelsea, you don't need to build your walls so high." It was at that moment I realized, everyone knew me...but nobody knew my history. I have a brother, we used to be really tight. But he grew up, got married and became another person that I can hardly stand to be around anymore. I love kids, but I doubt I'll ever have my own. I fall too fast for the wrong people, and my relationships never work out. I love music and poetry. If it wasn't for music, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. I remember when I was younger, when the yelling would begin, I'd run to my room and play my music turned up so I couldn't hear as my house crumbled once more. My life isn't bad anymore, thank the Lord. I am a Christian, somedays I won't act like it, but I am. I feel blessed even though all I've been through. And I think it's nice I can finally open up. So thanks to: Matt, Anthony, Sly, Dominic, Emmi, and everyone else who have encouraged me to be me. I really am the happy girl who always smiles. I've managed to stay that way through-out life. I cry easily and often. But I'm not always sad. I love the movie Titanic. I want to get my doctorine to be a severe weather expert someday. A lot of people want me to be a model, or be a famous recording artist, but fame is too overrated. I do have low self-esteem, but at the same time I love myself enough to care for myself. I have a habit of being sarcastic, and if you think I'm being rude, I'm usually not. I'm not sure what else I can say...so thats a little piece of Chelsea.
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