Layout made by..This is a page for grief...
If you've ever lost someone you loved, then you share a common bond with others who know this intense pain..A pain that can only be described as having your heart squeezed so hard that you swear it has stopped beating and your very breath ceases...
Grief is a very long journey..Sometimes we can force it away for awhile and live in denial but it comes back, invited or not and burrows into your soul like a bloodthirtsy entity. Whether you have lost a friend..Husband..Wife..Daughter..Son..Mother..Father..Brothe
r..Sister..Aunt..Uncle..Grandmother..Grandfather..Cousin..Lo
ver..Pet..They were a part of your very soul and will remain in your heart, your memories and with you in spirit..Love is powerful and when someone we love is taken away we lose a part of our reality..Time stops and eveything becomes grey..Time heals, this is true but the ticking can be horribly slow and the wound never heals it just calluses..Grief has no rhyme or reason..It doesn't follow any type of program and there is no control of it..One minute you are lost in a vivid memory with a trace smile on your face and the next you are knocked to the ground by a force stronger than any you could imagine..
The hardest part is how insensitive the world seems..The sun continues to rise and set..The tides come in and go..The birds sing, the children laugh and the clock ticks on as if nothing has changed.. How dare this go on when my world has been ripped to shreds..How dare there be laughter when my heart burns like acid and my eyes are swollen shut..
How can I continue on when my my entire life force has been reduced to ash..
This page is my voice..My anger..My tears..
This is a safe place to tell the universe exactly what it feels like to have your whole world turned upside down..How to endure..How to get through it sometimes only a minute at a time and how to begin to heal..
This is my scream amid the noisey world that still spins..
