You are exactly my brand of heroin<3

About Me

Its.... SAMMIE
I was in love.. and I lost it :'( so, I'm finding it hard to believe in anything. If you can't hold on to love, how can anything work out.
I love Thunderstorms.
I love the Rain.
I love dancing in the rain.
I love to dance crazily.
I love just being crazy.
I love my friends to death.
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I clean when I'm angry.
I write and draw when I'm depressed.
I write poems and have over 100.
I absolutely love art!
I love music.
I'm addicted to aim and myspace.
I can be obnoxious.
I'm stubborn almost always.
I love Orange Juice &&Orange Soda.
My favorite numbers are twentythree, twentytwo, && nine.
I only like the chicken flavored Ramen Noodles.
I love Soup.
I dislike clowns [like many others]
I love taking pictures.
I love black and White pictures.
Kissing is very funn!
Black Roses && Roses in general are gorgeous.
Tiger Lilys are my favorite.
I love sharpies!
I love firee. Pyro.
I love gum.
Food is yummy.
I get called fat a lot..?
I want to be kissed in the rain.
I want to dance in the street.
I want to dance with no music.
I love being a kid again sometimes.
I can be an uber bitch.
I love talking.
I like to make people happy.
I'm pretty insecure sometimes.
I love looking at the stars.
I love watching sunsets &&Sunrises
I want to travel everywhere.
I swear a lot.
I'm extremely lazy.
I enjoy soccer the absolute most.
I make fun of stupid movies.
I watch movies constantly. *MovieWhore*
I hate snobs who think they are better than others.
I hate getting lead on.
I'm a hypocrite about some things.
I can sometimes listen to country.
I only like "white" rap. [Bri, lol]
I have to listen to music all the time.
I've truely fallen in love before.
I want to learn to play the drums.
When I fall, I fall hard. And it takes a lot to get me back up.
I dislike wearing dresses.
People say my mom &&I are kind of like the GilmoreGirls?
I like to wave at strangers
&if I make one smile, hopefully (if they were having a bad day) I made it a little brighter
I love being there for my friends
I like to smile, a lot
Sometimes I like to just sit in my room & Just think
I'm always up for having a good time
I Love Being Me. It's What I Do Best.
My aim sn is: Martyrdom Utopia Iff you want to know more details about me. 8)
Sheâ€™s got a baby inside And holds her belly tight All through the night Just so she knows Sheâ€™s sleeping so Safely to keep Her growing And oh when she'll open her eyes There'll be no surprise That she'll grow to be So beautifully Just like her mother Thatâ€™s carrying Oh Capri Sheâ€™s beauty Baby inside sheâ€™s loving Oh Capri Sheâ€™s beauty There is and angel growinâ€™ peacefully Oh Capri Sweet baby And things will be hard at times But I've learned to try Just listening Patiently, oh Capri Sweet baby Oh Capri Sheâ€™s beauty Baby inside sheâ€™s loving Oh Capri Your beauty Just like your mother Thatâ€™s carrying...Oh Capri whateverlife.com
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My Interests

Music
Art
Writing
Hanging with friends
Thunderstorms
RAIN

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will treat me the way I should be treated. He won't lie. He won't cheat. He won't be a complete dick. He'll stay at home with me, instead of going out to party sometimes. He'll WANT to be with me. If he's away, he'll be sure to tell me he misses me a lot. He will be an amazing person... I'll blog more. check it out if you're curious at all.But, I'm finding it hard to believe that any such guy exists. All guys are pricks. and should be kicked in the nuts. :) that's what I believe at the moment.I've been turned into a complete cynic when it comes to romance and relationships.NO THIS DOESN'T MEAN I'M LOOKING. I'M NOT. I HATE GUYS RIGHT NOW.

Music:

Limp Bizkit
Shinedown
AFI
The All-American Rejects
Amber Pacific
Allister
American Hi-Fi
Anberlin
Armor For Sleep
Blink 182
Green Day
Bowling For Soup
Boys Night Out
Count The Stars
Dashboard Confessional
Disturbed
The Donnas
Emery
From Autumn To Ashes
HIM
Guns and Roses
ICP
Incubus
Jimmy Eat World
Journey
Killswitch Engage
Korn
Lifehouse
Matchbook Romance
Mest
Motion City Soundtrack
Nirvana
Papa Roach
Ramones
Relient K
Rufio
Senses Fail
Smile Empty Soul
Something Corporate
Sugar Cult
Switchfoot
Taking Back Sunday
Story of The Year
The Killerz
The Starting Line
The Used
Three Days Grace
Trapt
Waking Ashland
Weezer
Yellowcard
Fall Out Boy
Reggie and the full effect
HelloGoodbye
Brand New
Straylight Run
Bright Eyes
Mae
Eminem
My Chemical Romance
The Early November
Hawthorne Heights..
Theres prolly more that I don't have on here.. I listen to some bands more than others..

Movies:

I lovee Horror films and Thrillers.. But I also love Comedies &Romantic Ones!
The Nightmare Before Christmas*
Donnie Darko
Superstar
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Dodgeball
Anchorman
Napolean Dynamite*
All of the Nightmare on Elm Streets*
All of the Halloween movies*
The Best of Will Ferrel
Elf
Anchorman
Tommy Boy
Finding Nemo
any old disney movies[Lion King, Little Mermaid, etc.]
Clueless
A Walk to Remember*
Pirates of the Caribbean
Super Troopers*
The American Pies
The Exorsist
Without a Paddle
Mean Girls
The Notebook*
My Best Friends Wedding*
Now and Then*
The Prince & Me
Never Been Kissed*
10 Things I Hate About You
Love & Basketball*
Miracle
Coach Carter*
50 First Dates
Hitch
Thirteen*
Sixteen Candles
The Breakfast Club*
Valley Girl
the season dvds of Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Family Guy*
Adam Sandler movies
TEAM AMERICA: WORLD POLICE*
South Park Bigger Longer and Uncut*
&&more.

Television:

I don't watch a ton of tv anymore.. I mainly like:
Adult Swim shows*
CSI
Law and Order:SVU
*House
ER
Boy Meets World! babay.
Gilmore Girls..

Books:

Basically anything that takes me away &I can get into

Heroes:

My Friends cus they rock and I don't know what I would do without them! These people make me smile everyday &what more could you ask forr.

My Blog

BadNight..

To start off.. I came across this quote while I was searching through them.. (Yes, I like to look at famous quotes and words of wisdom) and I think, if you know me at all, you would understand why it ...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:10:00 PST

Moviessss. again. 168 of 239

Have fun!(X) Grease(X) Pirates of the Caribbean(X)Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest( ) Boondock Saints() Fight Club(X) Starsky and Hutch(X) Neverending Story(X) Blazing Saddles( X) Airplane...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:27:00 PST

What I fear..

So, I'm really bored.. and I look at this thing, that's one of those stupid bulletins everyone does when they are extremely bored, and what do you know, I'm pretty bored myself, but then it got me to ...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Mon, 28 May 2007 10:57:00 PST

Thoughts for today...

No one reads this stuff, which is fine with me.. I just kind of feeling blowing out some steam.. or thoughts at the moment.. Well. I'm listening to musicc andd I read someones blog which really made m...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:50:00 PST

Emotions.

With every life comes pain Pain. A source of knowing That you can feel That you can hurt. and that you can cry. The part of life in which Truth is revealed And happiness is but a terrible secret A sec...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

Thoughts.Emotions.

Within my torn spirit Where pain and sorrow reside Is a shred of hope and of happiness Yet with each passing day Slivers of that hope and that happiness Falls Away Leaving everyday an unforgetful, pai...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:14:00 PST

How True Are These

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life." give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in." ...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:00:00 PST

Bri &our ghey convos.

This time this conversation shows just how Bri is a stoner. WhifX33Skid (10:28:27 PM): well she's like I need a ride on weed.. Martyrdom Utopia (10:29:16 PM):YOU JUST WROTE I NEED A RIDE ON WE...
Posted by You are exactly my brand of heroin<3 on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:43:00 PST