i’ve got a book of matches, i’ve got a can of kerosene, i’ve got some bad ideas, involving... |
you and me.i'm done. i really am. i don't have time for anything except work, school and the gym...and the occasional game (or 2 dozen games) of halo.i'm done being led on and i'm done looking too. it...
Posted by chicago matt on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 11:05:00 PST |
i get my glory in the desert rain |
damn...that about sums up what i'm feeling right now. first i basically lose a really good friend of mine over something that i had no control over and now what i thought could turn out to be one of t...
Posted by chicago matt on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 06:09:00 PST |
disgusted |
in all honesty, i'm really disgusted with people, society, humanity. it seems as though everybody is the same. liars, cheaters, fakes, backstabbers, attention grabbers. it's really sickening, and i ha...
Posted by chicago matt on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:26:00 PST |
so when you’re down, what will be your reaction |
music is a strange entity. it connects people on many levels, and even connects people who have never met before, ever. this was the case with the past two days. if you've known me for more than 10 mi...
Posted by chicago matt on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 09:21:00 PST |
i'm stranded in memories so rescue me |
life is pretty different when you're not attached to somebody. you get so used to it that you want that feeling back all the time.i'm not willing to settle for somebody just to get that feeling back e...
Posted by chicago matt on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PST |
Plans |
1) Become a semi-hermit2) Save money3) Go back to my original plan and get the eff out of here4) Maybe not Chicago, but somewhere
Posted by chicago matt on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:39:00 PST |
you gotta turn it around |
everything is starting to turn around. it seemed like it would never come out of the hole desperation that it fell into, but somehow, it's climbing back out. there are still some hard times, there alw...
Posted by chicago matt on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:13:00 PST |
i feel like shit |
i don't want to get out of bed today.
i want to vomit and i am completely and utterly scared and confused. what the fuck?
i love you.
Posted by chicago matt on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 07:02:00 PST |
and then you want it back so much |
i love you with all of my heart, but sometimes i question everything.
i hate uncertainties, especially those concerning somebody you think you can spend eternity with.
Posted by chicago matt on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 03:39:00 PST |
Wishing for days gone by: Part 2 |
I've been thinking a lot about what I wrote a couple days ago. About how I might possibly be scared of the future.
I accept the fact that I might be scared of what lies ahead, but at the same time, I'...
Posted by chicago matt on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 09:55:00 PST |
