taking bars. being up all hours of the
night. shots of tequila. going to sleep 4
hours before work/school. taking off my
clothes and leaving them on the floor.
waking up the next morning and putting
those same clothes back on. waking up
30 minutes before i have to be
somewhere. not taking a shower. getting
ready to go out in 10 minutes. carrying
wad loads of cash on me when i have a
bank account. putting only 5 dollars of
gas in my car. arriving late. running on
zero. outdoing people. all eyes on me.
loving the empty feeling in my stomach
throughout the day. endulging at the
very end of the night. crashing.
someone who doesnt wear hollister or abercrombie.
or brown.
disgusting.
wife.