jiki

well, first of all di pwede mwala ang kikay as to describe myself... It's just soO fun being a girl.. but Im not tOo kikay, I mean I pick the right make-up and clothes so I would loOk pretty..=) I do not over do it .. hehe unlike ng iba dyan .. hehe.. and Im not trying too hard naman, hehe defensive.. anyways.. Im a very responsible person.. If u ask me to take order of this or that, okie dokie! NP,, haha.. and I proritize my stuffs.. If I have to do my homework, I'll do it.. even though that means missing my lunchtime wit ma girlS.. but it's just me, I dont like the feeling of regreting.. I just hate it.. I just realized that I have to study hard and I'll get my rewards sooner or later ryt?.. I hope they'll get to realize that to.. I dont have to please everyone.. coz I dont give a damn.. sOme people think that Im masungit/mataray and evrythin'.. hehe its bcos of my bitchy lOoks.. Im just chinky, ya know chinita.. I look mataray perO im not =) Im actually the shy type.. nakakainis nga eh.. tuloy evry1 is afraid to approach me, haha! akala nila galit ako kapag normal lang ung expression ko sa face... hehe aiun.. wutt else.. Im very sensitive perSon deep inside, when i feel sad.. I prefer to be alone.. I'd write my feelings on a paper.. Its weird nga eh kc when im sad, I could make poems.. kc there's a saying na u could express ur feelings more when writing it down on a paper... =)
i miss them.. you know who you are.. then i hate her..frns pa tlga pnili huh. i wish someday i could shove all the i.r.'s on top of her table in her face!. i wonder how the most unexpected ppol u think of.. can make such a big change with no effort at all.. until i can finally talk wth them again,,w/out the nerve of getting caught.. here i'll be studying my ass off!!no rili.. and when the time is done... *partee* haha... oh yea,,i miss him too..more than anything..