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Payasa Vampira

When two apples come together, they make a pear. ;)

About Me


Through my Short time of living I have to say I have seen and herd alot. I am not sure how to discribe my self now. I'm always doing alot to a point where I don't bather to edit my profile. Most things about me never change but some have. I am just me, and you can like me, love me, hate me or just know me. I am just me, with flaws and roses.
With that said...
About me? people can say many things about me. the eyes of the beholder. I'm open minded.I might not call you or contact you often but leave a message and tell me you need me and I am always there. I'm like 911, U call and i'm there in 20-30m. But I will be there. THE NUMBER ONE THING I HATE IS LIARS AND PEOPLE WHO CAN'T KEEP THERE PROMISE. OH, I have a bad memory.
I am a very vulgar person, mostly when it comes to jokes or the truth. I can take a joke to far, but if you ask me to stop I will respectfully stop. I do joke around a lot. I dont like Cops, Bush, and Congress, Republican or the corrupt government in general. I am also very honest! I am brutaly Honest. if you can not take honesty then don't talk to me. I might be hurt your feelings.
If u want to know something you will ask; that what I say. So if you want to know something just ask me. Never assume, Do not jump to conclusions!!!
I'm too sick, too old, too tired.
"Gidget Gein Dear God, why do you allow me to do theses things ?"
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My Interests


I LOVE Music, writing, art, acting, photography, serial killers, and RUBBER DUCKS! ANYTHING IN GENERAL REALLY!!!
I like philosophy, mythology, learning about the human mind and politics. What ever looks fun, logical and promising. I like lots of things! I like cats, and dogs. Anything that is fun, not stupid! I hardly say no but I love the luxury of being lazy and sleep.

most of my collection so far!
I collect Daggers too!!!!

I'd like to meet:

ROZZ WILLIAMS!!! DAMN IT WHY DID HE HAD TO DIE????
WOW now that I think about it, I have meet alot of people. I like meeting all kinds of people. I like meeting people who can teach me more, and have an open mind. One who can handle debates and… I don’t know… I like being surprise so anyone that can surprise me in a good way. People who can make me laugh and are there own person. Laughter is the key to life. So Neh I’ll talk to anyone the first time.

Eve Libertine from crass or any ex-Crass member. shit I’m not picky they were all great. A must meet is the artist from crass, Gee Vaucher. The band, Eve, and Gee were a great inspiration to me like Rozz.

Robin Williams,why not?
David Ray, The only who might be alive, most of them are dead but there a few I still want to meet and talk to. I AM PICKY ABOUT THE ONES I WANT TO MEET...

Music:


IT WAS THE BAND THE WHO! IN THE CLIP

I LOVE MUSIC. I like all kinds 60, 70 ,80's now, whatever. I like Goth, rock, indrustrial, r&b, hip hop, old school, metal, goth rock, death rock, new wave, dark wave, classical music, spanish, merenque, requeton, funk, techno, punk!, horro punk, rockabilly. and so on. I dont know i just love all kinds of music. Well i don't like country. Who the fuck like's country music? I don't like it. but other then that i'm cool with. the list below are not even half the bands and artist I like!!!
~Rozz Williams(christian death, shadow project, premature ejaculation, EXP...)
Crass
Bauhaus
The Cure
Bjork
The Beatles
Joy Division
Jimi Hendrix
Morrissey
The Smith
Celia Cruz
Danzig
Misfits
Specimen
Manu Chao
The Secret Society of the Sonic Six
Alice In Videoland
Lars Frederiksen and The Bastards
The Hives
the Black Eyed Peas
Bob marley
White Stripes
Die My Darling
Rammstein
The Who
James Hazley
The Police
Queen
Metallica
Led Zeppelin
Van Helen
Crossbreed
Garbage
Orgy
45 Grave
Souxsie and The Banshes
Soft Cell
Rasputina
The Doors
Ray Charles
Dead Kennedys
The Addicts
Bad Brains
Sex Pistols
Sub-Humans
The Ramones
Franz Ferdinand
New Order
Depeche Mode
Jeremy Rowe
The Damned
Duran Duran
Brigth Eyes
Ministry
Coldplay
Static X
Smashing Pumkins
Coal Chamber
Jack off Jill
Michael Jackson
The Bloodhound Gang
Sonic Youth
Nirvana
Rage Against the Machine
Die Form
U2
London After Midnight
Cinema Strange
Fear Cult
Frank the Baprist
Albino Catfish
White Cleff
Outcast
Shaggy
Missy Elliot
Nine Inch Nails
Mazzy Star
Skinny Puppy
AC/DC
Jimmy Chicken Shack
NekRomantix
Zeromancer
The B 52's
Green Day
Bloc Party
The Music Machine
She wants revenge

Believe it or not this is a very short list of ALL the music I like. some i don't know the artist but love the songs, other i just can't fucken remember. ask me if i like a band and ill tell u then :P damn making me remember, curse me and my bad memory!!!!
Christian Death

Crass

Siousxie and the Banshees
Rozz Williams bands
Nightmare of the Elf

Movies:

I like almost anything, comedy, horror,Cheesy old school films. Action, bio, black and white films, sitire, music videos lol almost anything!!!I like anything from Tim Burton.
Silent Films
Underground and Independent films
"V For Vendetta"
"Crash"
"Un Chien Analogue"
"Land Without Bread"
ALL BATMAN MOVIES!!!!
Michael Moore movies
hum I like the movies that are about serial killers
GODZILLA!!!
"Clockwork orange"
"Monster"
"Piñero"
"Requiem for a Dream"
"Amores perros"
"PIG"! The movie Rozz Williams made.
"Durty Pretty Things"
"the Breakfast Club"
"Pulp Fiction"
"Payback"
"Star Wars"
"Space Balls"
"Napoleon Dynamite"
"Iron Giant"
"Letter to the President"
"Hellraiser"
"SAW"
"The Hardcore Collection"
"Pet Cemetery"
"It"
“The Crow"
"South Park"
"Punch Drunk Love"
"Night of the Living Dead"
"May"
"Gia"
"Party Monster"
"54"
"Sin City"
"Detroit rock city"
"Death Proof"
"Toxic Avenger"
"Inspired by and Created for Payasa Vampira"the video EUNICE made for me for my b-day :)
THERE ARE A LOT MORE MOVIES I DIDN'T COVER! SO NAME A MOVIE AND I WILL TELL YOU. YOU WILL BE SURPRISE THE KIND OF MOVIES I LIKE. /
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Television:



#1 Animaniacs
The Simpsons
Law and Order
Married with Children
Family Guy
The Twilight Zone(old school)
Batman (old school shows and cartoons, Batman Beyond was good.)
I Love Lucy
Old School Star Trek
The Three Stooges
South Park
Scrubs
Frisky Dingo

Bios on Serial Killers, and other people
cartoons that look good......thinking, I miss old shool Cartoons
some anime on DVD or VHS when I have it.....some cartoons I don’t know you can ask me.

Books:


"The Story Of Crass" by George Berger
"Battle Royale" by Koushun Takami
"Valencia" by Michelle Tea
"The Clown"by Heinrich Boll
"1984" by George Orwell
"Anthem" by Ayn Rand
"Johnny Got His Gun" by Dalton trumbo
Miguel piñero writting
"Vampires the Occult Turth"
"Cries in the Desert",
Daughters of the Moon serious books
"Joel-peter Witkin, photo poche"
"The Last Victom",
THE ART OF ROZZ WILLIAMS!!!
"crass art and other pre-modernist monsters" by Gee Vaucher
"The Giver"
"Of Mice of Men"
"To kill a Mockingbird"
"Go ask Alice",
"Beauty Queen"
"Fast Food Nation",
"Our Storys Rememberd"
"ON A MOVE"!
"Night"
"Bless me Ultima"
"Hymns for Brueghel" Brambles of Berries, Rnats and Poetic Orgies by (Un)leash
"Blink" The power of Thinking without thinking by Malcolm Gladwell
books with poetry like emily D. edger poe, and others
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Heroes:


BATMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My brother and my mom for always being there the best they can and for loving me, even when I didn't disserve it. Dispate their flaws I love them. I know they feel the same.Thank you.
David Ray
Robert blackburn,
Luis A.
Gerry,
Ana,
Nancy,
JOHN...
Rozz Williams
Christian Death

My Blog

Mother, Father I’m Dead (poem)

If you were to tell me how things would be in my years ahead i would ignore you and play dead i would avoid you like the pleg i rather be called lazy and stay in bed than live in fear about my ow...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:48:00 PST

Point of no Return

It's hard to notice you don't know what you want to see. To go to a place we can't offered to go. We work, we sleep, we eat and drink... when do we play? when do we think and feel? What time do we hav...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:36:00 PST

My Thanks

i want ot thank to all my friends who comments me and been there through out my b day merethon celebrations that was small and limited. i want to give speical thanks to casey, jojo  and vero for ...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:44:00 PST

I lost it!

it wasn't enough that i have pressure from school still unemployed and not having someone to teach me how to drive so i can have more practice it bad enough my mom had an accident that made me take ...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Fri, 18 May 2007 02:06:00 PST

Defective Patient 2826

Hiding in the closet until you're ready to give A hug, a kiss and lies of affection Then throw me away with no sign of compation We forget, no regrets but the wounds never heal Life's' tattoo, fro...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Tue, 08 May 2007 02:16:00 PST

Panic

scared and worried been on my mind tears inside feeling so down dont want to speak unless im force to cant have a smile unless i have to dissapointment after panic over little fragments i wish i can d...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:32:00 PST

Black Hole

He drank my last ounce of blood I had to give. My last drop, my last hope, all I have to give for the last time. I drag my weak body to the black hole I have been many times before. I grabbed the dagg...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:48:00 PST

Say goodbye, To Be There Tonight

Why can't I Leave? I have to go I'm going insane, when no one the blame. Pack my things and go With out a word   I can't stand it no more Abandon my work, not going back home, ignoring my phone...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:59:00 PST

Has anyone seen my left side of the brain!

my words are gone. my words for commen since is lost. the wires must of been miss connected and lost in translation. now it all comes out wrong. now it all comes out fuck up. know it all comes out wit...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST

Bad Month, dreamless sleep

i don't want to sleep, i don't close my eyes unless i don't have to open them again. i don't feel right in anyway and  i will make you  mad if u stay with me. You can't cheer me up whe...
Posted by Payasa Vampira on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 02:02:00 PST