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Harlequin Suziee

Wishing only wounds the heart

About Me

My mother should have named me after a sophisticated, impulsive, erroneous and two-faced harlot but instead I got stuck with a name by definition is french whore. I aspire to be someone everyone says i can't be and someday i'd like to apply my creativity into novels. *le sigh* i still can't pucker enough courage to forge out a a "hello" to the guy who sits two seats behind me in french. Three words? Pathetic. Hopeless. Romantic. I am a sucker for nice eyes and speak with my own. I guess I can always stick to one of the first loves of my life- my one-eyed stuffed panda head pillow who i just call "panda" *edit* my panda's other eye just fell of the other night so now he is eyeless and blind. i also have a teddy bear dressed in a suit with weezer glasses so i call him "rivers bear". i am also in the process of making a conor oberst bear but he is currently naked and without his vintage tee and tight jeans. I live for the city and insomnia- late night avocado smoothies are a must. I have spent most of my life living in my own daydreams. Call me in the morning."I've decided something: Commercial things really do stink. As soon as it becomes commercial for a mass market it really stinks." -Andy Warhol

My Interests

writing. traveling. the city. uncontaminated music. vintage. thrift stores. pop art.audrey hepburn.daydreaming.lucid dreams.insomnia.disneyland.photographs.artists.gelato. liquid eyeliner.diy clothing.collages.oversized bags.sleeping in. pandas.kisses.hugs.making people laugh/smile.hearts/crossboes.wishing on stars hoping that it's not another airplane flying at night.

I'd like to meet:

if looks could kill you'd be a murderer, maybe just a whore.

Suziee's List of Concubines and Lovers
I have secksay friends.

Tam

Melanie

Theresa

Gen Gen

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Movies:

The Science of Sleep, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,Young Frankenstein, Phantom of the Opera, Wicker Park, willie wonka and the chocolate factory (old and new), moulin rouge,Pirates of the Caribbean (all), most old musicals and early films, Audrey Hepburn movies

Television:

fuse, freaks and geeks, absolutely fabulous, state of grace, daria, love hina, sailor moon,old nickelodeon

Books:

everything written by roald dahl, the perks of being a wallflower, revolution on canvas, the bell jar, the melancholy death of oyster boy and other stories by tim burton, Wicked, confessions of an ugly stepsister, mirror mirror, guitar highway rose, joy luck club, through the looking glass

Heroes:

DIV

My Blog

You can’t decipher reflections from reality, well neither can I

You'd never expect your life to change over a course of just a few months, and some of the most unexpected things can alter the way you view yourself and the world drastically. It took me a while...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 01:46:00 PST

i'll tear my heart right out and have you sport it as hardware

so i'm at home and pooped because i was volunteering for two different halloween festivals yesterday- one at sausalito from freakin eight in the morning to four in the afternoon. i got up at five thir...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:05:00 PST

my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins

ah yes, the first fresh, pungent smells of senior year. to be honest, it's no different than any other year. at least not too different. jeremy's no longer at mission but i'm surviving. cj's weird&nbs...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:53:00 PST

i've lied, cheated, stolen...and been ungrateful for what i've had

AHHH it's been an interesting two(or is it three)...weeks. i guess i'll start with our week-long europe trip, which was fuckin AWESOME by the way. so our cast included me, jeremy, keith, cj, emma, sco...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 12:09:00 PST

audrey hepburn in pill form

so i finally got my belly button pierced yesterday. katie took me so i could get a discount, which i did! it didn't hurt too much, the part that hurt the  most was when he was cleaning it afterwa...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Fri, 05 May 2006 05:34:00 PST

Heaven Runs on Oil

Dude...being seventeen sucks. haha...spring break wasn't as bad as i thought it would be...you know what i realized the other day? i look back at the past few months and what stands out the most is th...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 05:56:00 PST

dear scene, i wish i was deaf

happy seventeenth to me...i'm not really to excited to celebrate this one cus seventeen isn't exactly a number to celebrate. i have class at seven pm so i'm pretty much at school all day...heck i...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:37:00 PST

now i want to be buried in your backyard

i haven't written one of these in a while...too much has gone on that it's hard to keep track. maybe this isn't a good time to be writing a blog then. well let's see...yesterday i felt like slicing op...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 06:23:00 PST

i've got all these memories that i cannot believe in

haven't posted one of these in a while. well anyway, junior year is alright so far. middle college is great except i miss all my friends at the high school...recently jeremy and i went to see gwen ste...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 12:25:00 PST

dear everybody, or whoever's listening

yesterday was me sissy's 12th birthday. my brother and i chaperoned her, her friend, and my two little cousins to the great mall. we took them to the glow in the dark mini golf which was fun because i...
Posted by Harlequin Suziee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST