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~~*STAHR*~~

*~~All the Glitz and All the Glamour~~*

About Me

A strange sort of comfort can be found here. I'm the type of person that people feel they can tell anything too. Even if we haven't known each other very long. I've seen things and gone places and a good girl never should, and I definitly wouldn't fit your "girl next door" description. I've done a lot of crazy things, but I don't expect that to stop anytime soon. I'm a writer at heart and a lover of art. I'm way too passionate about sooo many things that sometimes I get delusioned by the world around me. I have this uncanny ability to get lost in my mind. Takes me places I'm sure some of you have never dreamed of, and sometimes sucks me in so deeply that the only way I can free myself is to illustrate these places and thoughts onto paper with words. The stars are my energy and love is my guide. For now the rest is unwritten... but I like it better that way.
This is a StaHr that will never go away.
some people call it freedom
I call it being me.........
This is my life. And this is the way it is.
"Give me a chance to shine, and I'ma blind the world. To have the chance to be the voice of those who cannot be heard..."
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who knows what it's like to stare up at the night sky, and truely understands for a moment what it feels like to be alive...

"I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream." - Vincent Vangogh

Music:

MUSIC IS THE COLOUR OF LIFE

Music Inspiration of today's interest would have to be:
Veruca Salt
Garbage
Marilyn Manson
Tool
Portis Head
Metric
Rancid
Zombie

Thats the stuff today..

Movies:


Natural Born Killers
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Waking Life
Romeo and Juliet
La Vita es Bella
Finding Neverland
Ever After

Books:

Slaughter-House Five
The Electric Koolaid Acid Test
Memoirs of a Geisha
Stephen King Novels
Romeo and Juliet (shakespeare stylez)

Heroes:

VanGogh
Shakespeare (or anyone else with the brilliant vocabulary of OVER 35,000 words!!
The people who gave me life.... ;)

My Blog

~~Until there was you~~ <3

Where do I begin...I had a pretty spectacular week in Vegas. Other than some minor mishaps, we spent a week of nonreality, in the middle of no where, where the average tempature is 110 dereegs, a...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 03:05:00 PST

~~gettin it done~~..clearly this is evolving into my year :-)

Is this something that you really think is going to work out for you??Guess its not my place to say, and right now I'm nestled in a pretty nice place, I'm just gonna leave my oppinion out of it.So her...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 06:54:00 PST

Impulsive and often rashly unpredictable

so much to do in such little time.the world doesn't wait for you. Gotta catch opportunity when it comes floating by.I have a goal. I'm going to try to cram as many random vacations into one year as po...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:01:00 PST

Subject Flow

You can't say something serious to someone if you don't really mean it.SO... I take it back. All of it.And I'm done waiting. And I'm also going to stop expecting things to change with you.Besides, now...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 01:16:00 PST

Thinking positively,focusing on the bright side of things,and hunting for the silver lining....

....what better phrase could sum up today..... ....sometimes the answers are closer than we truely believe. And the outcome much more simpler than we could ever have imagined.The beauty is in the pure...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:12:00 PST

The Secret Life of a Ninja

Hands free, face up to the clouds. I'm catching every wave as it comes. Living the life. Living my life... as it is intended to be. Two steps ahead but conscious of today. I'm happier than I've ever b...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:13:00 PST

Im Not Here for the Ins and Outs, Love

This heat wave continues, and tonite I have to go back to the hot, busy bar after 2 days off of relaxing, air conditioning and snuggling. At least the money is good. And working in a bar is fun, but a...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 08:49:00 PST

July 29, 2007 {edited}

Yesterday was a bad day. I think I almost had a nervous breakdown, then I got called into work for 11 pm which didn't make it any better, since I had plans to sit in my pj's and snuggle with my puppy ...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:45:00 PST

.point blank.

I had another dream about you. I woke up with your kiss still on my lips. I was happier than I've ever been in that moment. I don't even really know you, but you seem to keep finding someway back to m...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 05:27:00 PST

DrUgS. rOcK aNd RoLl. BaD aSs VeGaS HoEs. LaTe NiGhT bOoTy CaLlS.

Crazy things are happening in even crazier places!Wow this life never does cease to amaze me. Even still. Even after all this time.Guess thats a good thing tho, rite?Well talk about a blast from the p...
Posted by ~~*STAHR*~~ on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 06:29:00 PST