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^ i love hanging out with daniela and janelle and aspen we have so much fun together i love them our sleepovers are the best yes they are KOOL AID IS FUN HAHA daniela and i are the most amazing people you will ever meet
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DANIELA i love her i love who ever wrote this poem Get Online Now IconsI luv who ever wrote this poemI love him with all my heart there is no way i can say it to him yes he once was mine but now he has moved on i want to be able to do the same i just cant put him out of my mind they say im to young to know what love is but i do is love not when you fall asleep everynight dreaming about that one person is it not when you know you cant have them but still wish you could is it not that ur the happyest with them and the sadest with out because this is how i feel i need u baby i didn't want to say goodbye althought u think i did im a fake i didn't want you to know the truth behind these blue eyes now your with her and shes the happyest person alive she has what i need to stay alive she don't understand that your my everything your only another boy for her it wont last with me it was real love she only wants you because i saw something in you she doesn't know what it was that made me fall in love with you i want to be yours agian but im afraid my heart will get broken agian I still love you with all the little peices that u left of my heart maybe you dont understand because i hide it i do love you im glad your happy to be with her even thought i wish that when she hugs u it could be me she will never understand how great you are only i will and you dont see it everyone tells me that your another dumb boy i want to prove them right and worng right- that u picked her over me wrong- your not dumb your amazing people say you wanted her so that u could get a head you knew i would never do that maybe you loved me to much to use me like that... i hope so how can you not see the love i have for you im a girl that would brighten up everyones day... but not her own how can i when im so im love with someone i cant have i had u once but that even proves that the best things have to come to an end this one did maybe it was the best thing for me maybe it was the worst for you what if u hated me all along? what if i was just the tropthy on your arm? all your friends thought so highly about you when you dated me im prettier than her your parents like me better im smarter im more athletic whats wrong with me? how can u break my heart and still say you love me and care fo me? how is it possible? you never did care "there are 8 letters i want to say to you" you said "I love you." well i have another 8 for you BULLSHIT! you never cared how could you have i was just the girl that made u look better your friends thought u had it going on... and thats all you ever wanted with me who cares if u never see this im saying it to the world! this is how i feel im sry im human and have feelings right now my feelings are hurt people say im the prettiest, smartist...ect wouldn't you want that i see now that you never loved me as much as i loved you you both betrayed me your my ex-boyfriend shes my ex-best friend i have never shead a tear for you your not worth it im saving it for something that really matters im not good at this whole poetry thing but i feel im getting my point across i loved hearing that you parents knew so much about me i loved hearing your aunt knew all about me i loved hearing you say "mom, this is my girlfriend" i love you i hate you how do i feel? its both they say hate is a strong word... but so is love and you threw it around like it didn't matter it did i belived you now i understand it was all a lie i miss being able to call you mine now your hers and all i can say is im happy for you i truly am i just wish i could be with you then i would be SO much mor happer i feel bad for her she doesn't know how badly hurt she will get but i hope she breaks your heart like you did mine maybe i sould send this to you tell you how i really feel your gonna think that im hoplessly devoted to you but im not i could care less but u stole my heart and i didn't get it back i love how everyone though we would be together forever you even said that you wanted to be mine forever and you are but i guess i will never be yours forever do u realize that forever is to long for me to wait for you to come back to me? i can't wait that long im starting to move on and everytime i really think i dont love you anymore you send me a text message or a call out of the blue that makes me fall right back in love with because maybe this time you relized you love me back i keep trying to point out your flaws but that only makes me love you more the only wrong you did was leave me behind im not asking you to forget about her im only asking you to remeber that you love me more i dont want to be the only girl in your life i want to be the only one that matters i laugh like nothings wrong i smile like nothings wrong i live like nothings wrong but only i kno how much pain no one else can see i hide it in hope someday you will come to and ask me whats wrong when i have the biggest smile on my face i will smile but forever i will be crying for you im to young to know what i feels like to be heartbroken thats whats sad should i write you a note? say how i feel? well here it goes... Dear you, i miss you do you miss me? no would you think that was to desperate? its not that im unwanted belive me im WANTED 5 people asked me out with in 2 weeks of the day you broke up with me i said no to every one i just wish i could rewind and never have even met you y? so i would know how it feels to be heart broken...and how it feels when some one lies, says they care when there full of a bunch of bullshit
daniela SHE MAKES ME LAUGH WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER I LOVE HER AND SHE LOVES ME MORE THAN SHE LOVES YOU YEAH THATS RIGHT