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Loved Always

I know I've been a real bad girl. I never meant for you to get hurt...

About Me


I LOVE(In no certain order. Except Angel comes first.) Angel
Laura
Tim
Kevin
Joe
Elyse
Jess
Joe
My Family
The Physics Crew
Alana
Greg
Crystal
Brett
Alexandria
Ashy
Dom
Jay
Ray
ShazABOUT ME!!!
I am an Army Girlfriend. I am fucking PROUD
My name is Kat and I'd love for you to NOT purr at me.
I'm 19 outside, 30 inside. That's life.
I'm a Mom, daughter, neice, cousin, friend and sister.
I have a daughter named Angel Madison who I lost on 3/16/05 due to a miscarriage. Here or not, she is my world.
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire

My best friend could kick your best friend's ass
If you start it, I finish it.
Most of my friends are guys and no, I'm not a slut.
I live in Texas, but I'm from New fuckin Jersey.
I'm original, creative and sassy
Wait..I kick ass .
I think pot should be legalized.
I don't do drugs
Yes I do drink.
I am a proud
I don't believe in fallin in love a million times with different people you've known for a week
I always win... :-)
I like when people start shit with me. Gives me something to do
I'm still a kid That means a do stupid shit and you deal with it cause I'm growing up!
I'm never gonna be good enough for you. You can't pretend that it's alright, and you can't save me.
I'm a complete
I like to drink. I just don't do it alot
The songs on my profile usually mean something to me and are played way too much on the radio
I'm Mommy's
I'm really sick of being someone's shadow. Say the words and set me free
I'm everyone's favorite
I love music, dancing, singing, playing with the kids at my house, long walks, my boys, cuddling, my phone and yes, i love myspace.
I hate war and what it's done to those I love, teenagers who use abortion as birthcontrol, the smell of South Carolina, dizzy spells, and my mile runs. And when members of my family on here (i.e my wonderful cousins) repeat any of what's on here to the rest of the family (i.e your parents, dorks...) and i KILL you.
Oh yeah and...
If I love you nothing can tear me from your side. If you anger me, watch your ass.
Later!
AIM- SheLaughs08
Email[email protected]
For those of you who like pictures, understand I do weird shit when I'm bored, or don't wanna read that much about me, here's pictures!!

My Interests

Family
Friends
Taking picturesTELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kat
Birthday: 7/2/87
Birthplace: Freehold NJ
Current Location: San Antonio
Eye Color: Greenish Brownish
Hair Color: Red
Height: 5'4 (& 1/4!!)
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Cuban and Polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Welco's
Your Weakness: Those I love and trying to save them
Your Fears: Losing those I love
Your Perfect Pizza: Papa John's thin crust, extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make it to DC
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: FUCK (that's in real life too!)
Thoughts First Waking Up: God please don't make me run today...
Your Best Physical Feature: Smile
Your Bedtime: 9
Your Most Missed Memory: Being pregnant with Angel
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Sonics
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino..mm...
Do you Smoke: Often.
Do you Swear: More Often.
Do you Sing: Sometimes.
Do you Shower Daily: Unlike some people...
Have you Been in Love: Yes.
Do you want to go to College: Nope. Other plans that will sadly lead to college...
Do you want to get Married: Not right now.
Do you belive in yourself: Yes. Unlike some people who think I won't make it.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes.
Are you a Health Freak: I was lol
Do you get along with your Parents: I love my mommy and daddy :-)
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes!
Do you play an Instrument: Nope.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No that's nasty..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: See above.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, I really miss it!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Uh...She made me!!
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: No, I always win!
Ever Shoplifted: Fuck ShopRite in the ass...Yo!
How do you want to Die: Pissing everyone off so they don't feel any pain when I'm gone.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't plan on growing up.
What country would you most like to Visit: A country I'm going to in around a year, hopefully. Agasinst everyone's wishes..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Shortish
Height: 5'6
Weight: 135
Best Clothing Style: Comfortable
Number of Drugs I have taken: Give me a cup and you can run a test on my piss.
Number of CDs I own: 50..ish?
Number of Piercings: 2.
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Nothing. I may wish for something different, but I don't regret it.

- or - !

I'd like to meet:



GEORGE CANYON lyrics br
My beautiful daughter Angel Madison is in Heaven. She's the only person I'll ever want for. I've got everyone else I need.
Can't wait til I see you, my sweet baby. I love you..
Missing you,
Mommy

Other than my Angel, I've got all I need....

Music:

Hinder, Akon, Eminem, Everclear, Pennyroyals, Bow wow, Sugarland, Garth Brooks,Nickelback, Brandon Bock ;-)

Movies:

Donnie Darko
Team America
God Bless The Child
Little Nemo
A Christmas Story
Rose Red
Starsky and Hutch
National Lampoon's Christmas
Harry Potter movies
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
A Painted House

Television:

I'm more of a computer man meself.

Books:

Da Vinci Code
A Boy Called "It"
Blowfly
Cindy's notebook
Harry Potter
Chicken Soup
Sherlock Homes books
We Were The Mulvaneys
Rose Red
It
The Shinning

Heroes:

See blog. But the main ones are...
(I don't know what I did to earn a love like this, but I must be doing something right)

My Blog

She was all up on me screaming YEAH!!!

I got nothing. I just really wanted to put this up here.Sigh......
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:59:00 PST

Face down in the pillow, feet dangling to the floor

I'm Sorry -??Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time awayI missed you and things weren't the sameCause everything inside it never comes out rightAnd when I see you cry it makes me want to dieI'm...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:20:00 PST

Fuck....

..> Artist: Fuel Album: Something Like Human Title: Bad Day..>Had a bad day againShe said I would not understandShe left a note and said, "I'm sorry Ihad a bad day again"She spilled her coffee, b...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:56:00 PST

I was slapped in the face over the phone. Thanks.

While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told mys...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 05:52:00 PST

Why? Why not? but WHY?

Discipline is the mark. Fustration is the key...So I got a repreive today. The entire base was shut down. The entire fuckin base. As in nothing to do. At all. But sit. And read. And talk on the phone....
Posted by If I could be sweet on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:24:00 PST

May Angels guide you...

R.I.P Kirk Ballard.September 17, 1984 - December 23, 2006 For my Foxtrot buddies who didn't know, Ballard passed away in his sleep last week. He was a great man, and will be missed... We love you, and...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:17:00 PST

Don't come home for Christmas

You're the only thing I don't wanna see under my tree.  (I love that song)So I'm on the last two days of my 19 day leave. Lucky me, they extended it for me. Emergancy circumstances. Bad luck is g...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:19:00 PST

Wow. Isnt that a bitch?

So I was suppose to land in time to be there at the viewing to pay my respects  (Thatsounds so formal...) and support my sister. AND NOW IM NOT. Thanks American Airlines. Yeah, I'm pulling out al...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:07:00 PST

This makes no sense to you but to me..

It's everything.When a guy says he misses you.. blah blah blah. When a guy says he misses you, he fucking does. Even if he lied, hurt you, and made you cry. MULTIPLE TIMES. Watching your friends go su...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 03:36:00 PST

REEEEEEEEEEEE-MIX!!

Ya know, you think of the stupidest shit when you're standing around waiting for an hour. Like this one time when I was living in this.. rough version of a rooming house/projects... The FBI came. In. ...
Posted by If I could be sweet on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 04:26:00 PST